IN Her mind

blog dead/alive

2010-08-26T23:19:00.000-07:00

well, this blog has been my diary/journal/junk for..

i suppose 2years? probably 3

i used to be hardworking updating about everything in life

or i used to be motivated to blog

but now i'm just lazy to

everything in life is great and amazing

but i just don't have that urge to blog about it anymore

because i seem to be moving too slow

and life seems to be moving too damn fast

when im finally done and ready to upload pictures about my past events

new ones come and i'm already busy with that

my blog is totally dead for around....almost 2months?!

i'm amazed that SOME people STILL actually reads this junk

but i'm updating wayyy less often now and probably...none

i'll see if the mood comes back again..(if ever)

since there's facebook which has almost absolutely NO privacy

till then,

be happy with life =)

bon odori 2010

2010-07-20T00:13:00.000-07:00

=D as promised im blogging about bon odori!
the crowd!!

i should have taken my mom's advice and prepared at home
because putting on my yukata and obi and hair (in the end gave up)
was harder than i thought

met quite some friends there and it was pretty good =)
we even joined in the obon dance
even though my friends who are new to this were alil reluctant at first
the routine is the same as previous years
and its really simple dance steps =)

(random picture of me dancing)

(this picture make me lol-ed)
it looks like i know that guy
but really...i dont..it was just some random stranger

i prepared us some food in my bento boxes to save ourselves from the super long and scary queue
thuogh it was almost tasteless
i was just glad everyone was okay at the end

(random lol)

o yes! my yukata =)
the purple one my okasan from japan present for me
and the obi i got

well was looking for kanzashi clips last minute few days before bon odori
and failed
(which i can now easily find TONNES on the web..WTHFML)
so i gave up setting my hair in the end. a huge waste i know

pictures
(tolanic =D there you go for you didnt get to meet me up that day)
looking forward to next year's!
wondering if i should stil wear this next year or the other one
hmmm

till the next post then!

lets go =)

2010-07-11T12:39:00.000-07:00

bon odori is THIS WEEK people!
yes i am all HYPED because i missed bon odori last year!
now with my NEW yukata and everything i'm so ready =)

no pictures till bon odori!

(i want to put it up badly but nah! let's wait)
but oh..i fooled around with my BTSSB though =)
with rocking horse shoes from charles and keith

(nope..sorry..no money for the vivienne westwood ones)

oh socks from daddy and mommy =)

and bow from my love balqis (i knw the colours doesnt match but heck)

im just fooling around anyway =)

had awesome dinner at tony roma's

and lots of catching up with jenny love

nothing much happened except i'm on finals and sembreak is coming here SOON

can you believe how time flies?!

(ok fine its a short sem but..still)

im going to be in final year already!

for those who actually still reads my blog

BIG pat on the back for not gving up on me =D

i know how lazy i am

less than three

2010-06-26T14:04:00.000-07:00

ahh.yah, it takes me FOREVER to update.
so ok.here goes.
NEW STUFF =)

well i'm usually not THAT hyped up updating about my new clothes
but this time i am cause i did online shopping from a local brand.
hometoomuch.com

pleasant surprise =)
bought awesome tees from them

even bought the guy's tee =)

'diet starts tomorrow'

now THIS has GOT to be my favourite out of all =p

while i'm at it

new shoes! =)

why am i so excited about the clothes.

here!

i did not expect these AT ALL

the plastic bag they designed is just love

the amount i bought

and they gave me free bags too =)

the plastic covers =)

with a card too!

ok so fine i'm making a big deal out of nothing

but hey! im happy =p

(ok i SWEAR more REAL updates soon =p)

o sh*t

2010-06-09T01:01:00.000-07:00

this still cracks me up.
roland, if only you were 5cm shorter. (quoted)

ya, i miss you guys all of a sudden
like..very.
the carefree, naive, happy days

overbudget.
yes...OVER.BUDGET.
this sucks, really, but then again,
who knew that this sem would be so F-ed up
the timetable sucks to the max, the fees are horrible,
the way the subjects were distributed was downright terrible.

i dont even want to know how dedicated my blog has been,
ranting and complaining about this college
but then again, its not like theres an option
since someone said no to ALL my other choices..
thnk you ah..really (THE ONE IS SO GREAT CAN! MY FRENS SAY..MY FRENS SAY..)
ya.ya..your friend says polar bears come from deserts in egypt you believe (Y)

(ok fine..ya.i just want to blame someone badly)
anyway..nah.i didn't really regret coming here
(though ya TOA ur management sucks and stop making design students do illustrator's works)
p.s . not that we mind but when you make us do 80% IL work, we mind..ALOT

daddy wants me to go apply for club membership..
they usually do that when they are 21..
fyi..im not even 20 yet.

ohh..wat?!

k..rant time is up

leave her in the dark

2010-06-05T23:49:00.000-07:00

rollling in the streets of KL
art gallery strolling as usual
this time with ed
=)

more strolling around

and food and cafe and stuff like that

relaxing

and enjoying every little things

there's not much to blog about

life is the same

strolling around

but something is different now

thank you for everything

happy one month b

mood swings

ah..time to turn back to coffee, music and books

yes?

foresee

2010-05-18T11:34:00.000-07:00

i never keep my promises..yah
but this one i did, and that's posting up my work
but seriously, facebook is taking over everything.
i dont even see the point in blogging anymore when people facebook and gets a slice of your life everysingle second.

anyway
sem started and everything's good
so about the work i did last sem
i dont have much to show but here's my photography final and typography

got some awesome contemporary dance friends to model for me
big thanks to them,
it wasnt easy at all doing all these in an abandoned house

the reshoot was horrible as it started raining heavily and the thunder did not help.

grabbed some plastics from some random shop for some last minute idea

taken with nikon D50, nikkor 50mm 1:1.8D lens

the feedback was good except the framing.

and i spent 80+ on the frames too, not including processing the pictures

but oh well, im still happy with the result

and as for typography

it was my dig-my-own-grave idea again

stencil

well we're supposed to be making posters for art exhibitions

and i came up with street graphics and did a street art exhibition.

hence the stencilling

(my first time too)

forgive the crapiness

the tiny stencil was killing me really.

playlist :

-metric

-flica

-hummingbertstereo

-postal service

p.s. feels like jumping on the rooftop screaming my head off and banging my head to the beat and forget about everything else.

missing out

2010-05-01T01:24:00.000-07:00

so ya once again i neglected my blog like i always do no surprise there
its amazing that you guys actually still visit =D

so ya im already having my break
unfortunately my sleep cycle is totaly screwd.
(im probably giving up on that, i should live in the states. *hugh5 eugene)

anyway. before the break, that was probably the WORST sem i had.
(and praying that the upcoming ones wont top that)
we've been sleeping over at loon's ALOT.

i was just starting to think that loon's room just turned into our personal studio
with our artworks hanging around
(i didnt realise he hanged mine up)

everyone's doing their work in their own stations
yah..that includes sleeping beauty loon sleeping

and our laptops all over the place.
we were working our butts off

and so break came and we chilled
went to eugene's place, drove us around

and dinner + chillout at NO BLACK TIE =)

we got the lounge upstairs

cool jazz club (can't really call it jazz club but..close enough)

we enjoyed loads.

eugene, loon and myself

glad loon was ok with the music, we were afraid that he's not used to it =)

the 3dudes (count me in kay =D)

gene drove us around so thnx =)

*enjoy your carefree days before starting with your work man

the reason why both me and eugene are hyped about this

Melissa Indot

our local singer who has a powerful and amazing voice

togehter with the awesome band

i couldnt believe SHAM KAMIKAZE was there and i didnt recognise him!

it was a GREAT night with awesome music.

and such a nice place too.

even Melissa's dad joined the fun =)

we spent a good amount of money and it was worth every single penny =)

life is good now

break is ending soon

since we're only having 3weeks but..

o well

p.s:

M...please take good care of yourself, i know you come and read my posts =)

p.s again:

i think im gona upload my dreadful works next post..

through her lens

2010-04-15T22:07:00.000-07:00

after a long absence i am here again to announce i am yet alive
college has been very busy and we just celebrated a month anniversary of not sleeping for more than 4-5hours. (mostly)

i've been taking photography lessons for this sem and it just ended
i can't say how much i have fallen in love with it
and how sickening all the preparations have been
but still..it was good

and after spending more and more time with my lovelies,
we have gone through so much.
loon, thank you for letting us camp at ur place very so often
ronn, we love you but please do your work
my love, m, don't give up=)

seriously i have alot to say and so much has happened in this past few weeks
april's fool was annoying since we didnt gt to prank anyone
(we FAILED miserably)

we've been visiting the photography studio for quite alot
(terrorising to be exact)
we were just there doing our own business
i was helping our lovely danny's videoshoot until...
ronn suddenly took out a huge roll of TOILET PAPER

i dont know what happened
but i was wrapped in toilet paper and they started snapping
(i feel guilty i killed trees D=)

anyway this few weeks/months have been a real good one
torture AND pleasure
(and no im NOT a masochist)
im just not used to not being busy, having stuff to get stressed over.
and i would love to say
WE SURVIVED THIS SEM
(well..almost..we still have saturday class)
anyway..im pretty happy and satisfied with what i did this sem

<3

p.s/ i've been very happy this few weeks. =)

thank you everyone for cheering me up, supporting me, holding me.

ILY all =)

random mumble

2010-03-24T08:07:00.000-07:00

i just got the news not long ago about the death of a favourite artist of mine
jun seba a.k.a nujabes

he makes beautiful music like no other
they rap about money, he makes soul music
their songs are like venom, his words are uplifting
they are scared to look soft, he is pouring everything out.

he's not better, just different
i began drawing for my weekly assignment
and started to write his name all over the girl's body as i was listening to his music

and a photoshoot picture with milk.
she photoshoped me out of that bad habit of hers
she can never leave a picture uneditted

we also did a videoshoot and photoshoot yesterday
and here are pictures of us fooling around
hopefully it comes out good, good luck danny =)

=S i don't really get why roland was taking the glass door as a mirror
when there's a mirror in the toilet just a few steps away
beats me

and there were 3 =)

so yes i've been neglecting my blog

i've been really busy these days not even getting enough sleep

photography and typography are really tiring subjects

and i've been crying and ranting about it alot

but then i realised, i didn't really hate it

yes it is stressful and i don't get enough of my precious sleep

yes it affects my health and everything

but...i can't imagine myself stressing over anything else.

and yes, we HAD ENOUGH

we're DEMANDING our dear ol college to CHANGE their blardy syllabus

they DID NOT deliver what they have PROMISED and it's about time they do

we signed up for this course, not other courses.

and we are here to LEARN them

dillema

2010-03-15T02:43:00.001-07:00

Yes my dears I am barely alive.

I am now in the digital lab for digital marker class.

I don't really have a problem with digital marker because it doesn't take up much time really....(NOT.)

so lately i've been super stressed about things like i havn't finish up my stuff, i don't feel like doing it, i'm doing a super crappy job at it, its not helping me...blablabla

so as usual, my hands move on their own doodling random stuff, and this time it's voicing out my frustration, so i end up with a doodle like this.

(i tak mau means i don't want too)

(chinese character: waaaaaa~~~ sfx*)

anyway..

so my friends saw this and decided that i should send it to my lecturer's server, which i did.

(huh..smart move)

i titled it as 'for lecturer' and they put it up on the big screen which is the lecture screen in our class.and i got pwned reallllll bad by my lecturer when she editted my stuff.

into this:

PWND.

i should start drawing a comic about my life that most probably would end up containing 80% of FML situations.

beach+kids=chaos

2010-03-03T06:16:00.000-08:00

so for the sake of having a good trip with my family, i did skip a class to go to Terengganu with my family.
daddy would bring us there alsmot every year since he used to do alot of logging there.
so i guess it brings back memories.

the beach is absolutely lovely but the waves are way too strong and the red flag was raised.

we travelled in 4cars and two of them were alphards too..
BIG family =)

i was with daddy and mommy together with bro and his wife&kid.
Jayjay just wouldnt stop moving =) energetic kid.

alot of people sold kites at the beach since it is the ideal weather with the strong wind.
the kids got one each =) and also a pony ride.

we ended up by the beach spontaneously, hence the chucks.
i mean, no one would wear chucks to the beach right?

then there was the awesome resort

which was beautiful and the people are just so warm and friendly.

the pool i love.

after i took this i kept telling mommy:" look at the nice water!"

and she gave me a look and asked:"who's feet is that."

"mine?"

"oh.. ugly feet"

that's mommy for you

sis's son hongtsu and his coconut =)

sis found this small little coconut and gave it to him.

(but i guessed that she just wanted to make him hold it so she cn take a pic of him with a coconut instead of entertaining her son)

the spot that i chilled by the beach at night.

=) i loved the midnight stroll along the beach with my MP3 on

makes me forget about the assgnments i brought along with me for abit.

and ooh..my bed =)

its a small one opposite my parent's

but total privacy.(somewhat)

and the hugEEEEE bathroom =)

gona post about it probably in the next post.

as for now...ASSIGNMENTS ...

short

2010-02-23T07:25:00.000-08:00

ok i promised myself to update more but obviously that didn't happen
so im gona do a real quick one since my life is so hectic now
(not really...just..ok..a little)

so chinese new year break is OVER!
so our lil 'family' gathered for dinner
(except miss m D= )
pastazanmai ~

ahh pastaa! the cream is soooo nice!!!!
ccreeeeeeaaammmm~~~ and mmmm~~chicken

oh and jenny love went to HK with her family for a holiday
so she got me this lil thing =)
thank you love.

ok...so here it is..my typography work based on the feeling of 'hurt'
after the painstaking cut and paste job,
my lecturer annouced that marks are not given and this is just a practice
*...............................

ok and i've been busy having photoshoots..i mean ALOT of them too
i just had one for today.
the WHOLE day
(ok i lied, we shopped and chilled alil in pavillion today)
but still~~

ok..just a preview =)
m gona upload more soon!

ok now im off to attempt suicide by drowning myself in the pile of assignments i ignored.
p.s/ almost annual terranganu trip w family this friday!

adventures in the little cupboard

2010-02-12T10:02:00.000-08:00

well i really wanted to post this in chinese
but it just doesnt seem fair to my english readers
which most of you are

so mom came into my room around 4hours ago
and she saw the mess in room
she kept going: didn't the maid clean your room? your bed? your laundry
seeing her sighing so much about our maids,
i just told my mom its ok

so i decided to clean my own room =)
to those of you who actually came into my room
you know the horror =D
it doesnt matter hw much the maid cleans or tidy up my room

so i cleaned and cleaned and finally the cupboard my mom bought me when i was young caught my attention. The cupboard itself holds much memories.
mom got it for me when i was still in primary school
i remember she got it for me cause i was a good girl (trust me i'm a mischivious girl)
i used it for my dolls since i have too many of them in my room.

so ever since i moved to this new house im living in
i havnt touched it .
even before i moved here, it was left there alone.

tadah!
ok i moved some of the stuff out when i took this pic
LOOK! i still have my badminton stuff there!
(i used to play badminton and be in the club whn i was in primary)

ooh~ this is a print thingy i dont know what do you call it
but you just put a piece of paper in with the mold under and you close the frame
then you roll the carbon stick thing over it thn you'll get imges!
i LOVED this thing sooo much!

and i found old notebooks and textbooks
OTL.i guess that bad habit of mine started ever since i can hold a pencil
doodling in notebooks/textbooks instead of paying attention in class

and books mommy got me =)
i think she felt sorry for me when that one time we went to this supermarket
they didn;t allow kids to go in(no idea why.its called makro)
so i waited outside alone when she went in and did grocery
so she bought me these and some other story books when she came out.

ahh..my encyclopedias, puzzle books and textbooks
yah i was kind of a nerd =D i loved to know more though i was lazy to read
OOOHH my barney plaster!!!
i remember i got that when i hurt myself during 2nd grade?!
and mommy even let me bring my *kerokeropi into the shower
(my stuffed frog kerokeropi but i lost it D-;)

n GOD how long have i not seen this kinda thing!
my disk from my computer class back in primary!
(diskett thanx roland for reminding.i 4gt what was it)
no one even USE them anymore!

and my chinese essay.
i kept arguing my chinese was always good and it just got worse cause i dont use it much
but turns out
i never did very well in chinese to begin with=A=
except for essays sometimes
where i get more marks on the story i come up with
but i keep having all these mistakes where i can't even spell correctly

and OMG!!! this MAGAZINE!
i used to love it sooo much i kept looking forward getting it every wednesday
(if i remembered it clearly..or thursday)

and oh
i stumbled upon a plastic bag and i swinged it to the side
untill i heard a metallic *thunk
and when i open up i was like =A=..WHAT THE
YES! a SPOON! in the CUPBOARD! for....10...11? YEARS
.......no idea why isit in there
but then again..if you're talking about me..
random stuff happens to be anywhere and everywhere

(btw i threw it back into the cupboard 8D)

like this too
i dont know how come there's a wheel here
but i guess its the wheel of the toy jungle jeep my dad got for me
(they gave it to my nephew and niece who probably have destroyed it to million pieces now)
sigh..kids nowadays.they just dont treasure their things =(
i used to LOVE ALL the things everyone gave me
(guess that's how i got this thing towards anything i own...)

oh..and HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR everyone =)
my red high chucks =)
(ya..it has nothing to do with chinese new year except its red)

love

not me

2010-02-08T07:48:00.000-08:00

so as weird as it may seem

my friends asked me to become their 'model' for their photography assignment

i did one during saturday

a rose shoot i would call it for joshua

this was quite a relaxing and very casual shoot.

untill today

i did one for milkos.

she's really good with ideas and stuff..but..turning me into this..

i really have to give her credit for this

everyone went like...THIS IS SO TOTALLY DIFFERENT FROM YOU

which is whaat she wanted..

(im pretty sure she had fun messing with me)

but dont get me wrong.

i liked modeling for her even though the direction was totaly what im not familiar with
i was really afraid she would ask me to do something like this

since im totally inexperienced in this kind of direction

oh and please.

the sun was FRYING MY BRAIN

and we still had to go.." enjoy the sun! make yourself look like you LOVE THE SUN"

the day was VERY tiring for both of us

but it was fun

we laughed at the funny shots

we laughed at each other's pose

we laughed at our sillyness

we took our shower
we were covered in mud, leaves, soil..whatever.

we even got leaves and twigs in our undies and clothes.

milkos had fun playing with my face =A=

she wanted 'peacock' make up

at the end of the day

this is my favourite shot

period

after going through a few fashion photographer's blog

we were devastated and strive to do better

they took awesome pictures

and we will have to step it up

2nd year 3rd sem here we come >D

we are going to have ALOT of photoshoots

sanity

2010-02-05T06:22:00.000-08:00

i'm back! although i have not fully recovered, i decided to eat some stuff that i'm not supposed to
well...now...i'm not feeling that good again =A=

anyway.another day of hanging out
i just don't get why we have ALOT of fun in furniture stores.
beats me. but we have been going to IKEA alot.

but all we got there are..these

everyone has one =)
i got the elephant with green ears
ronnie got the snake
milkos is the lion (i found it!!! D<) and loon is the doggy lotsa picture taking furniture raiding commotion making

the terrorists

and the kids

really..sitting in the kiddy corner eating ice cream.

we had our lunch there again

which i had tonnes of food that i'm not supposed to eat
oh well

photography class..

ahh..how i love thee

we were suposed to make pinhole cameras and take pictures with it

surprisingly, everyone didn't get all of their pictures right.

but i actually got images that are quite clear and none of it is damaged.

all of them were exposed just right.

BUT! gahhhhh

i STILL had to redo because christopher didn't like the fact there's a frame around my pictures
well great.i wasted 22bucks then.

but then

it's a lie if i say i'm not proud of myself
*pats

more pictures from milk soon =)

photoshoot for joshua 2mrw >3<

hopefully i wont screw up. =)

p.s. portraits!! D=

p.s.2 mommy says :" this girl needs to be sayang-ed (loved) more when she's sick..manja" teehee 8D i lavv daddy mommy

food

2010-01-27T03:26:00.000-08:00

again with thhe hiatus.*sighs
anyway =)
great week with sis and bro in law
had TGIF for dinner with them.

hong ler looking like a boss.
i see potential 8D

and also IKEA shoppping after that.
hongtsu and his new friend =)
[but he abandoned the lil fella and got bored with it =( ]

had the rest of the week off starting from today =D
so i came back to seremban and went to 100yen store with my sis
it's small, but yet we managed to buy so many things D=
(not me 8D..i just got a few)

so...yah..a chalkboard, bento box and pouch, nori cutter and egg cutter
all just for deco-ben.
ahhhhh..and i dont even make bento much anymore
i guess..this is motivation?

so yah..now i have to bentos to take care of.
at least usa chan has a partner now.

and my chalkboard <3
but i didn't manage to find a chalk laying around my house.
D=

ooh..been playing DDR lately,

and i can finally do standard.

barely passing though =S

and just for a few songs.

but hey...there's progress..but ahhh..

i should really be focusing on work...FOCUUSSSSSS

alrite..hopefully i'll be updating my blog...

like....once every 2days or 3days from now?

yah...

we walk

2010-01-17T08:31:00.000-08:00

YES! thanks to my awesome uncle and cousin
they let me use their DSLR to try out and get familiar with.
so i brought it out whenever i can and started snapping.

people can't help but to fall in love with the lens.
because of its aperture, bokeh effect is everywhere.
(yes..i didn't know it was spelled..BOKEH.)

so after photography class,
danny decided to drop by gardens and i tagged along
awww!!roland and danny 8D
(you guys dont kill me.i dont know why you guys looked like this also)

dinner was awesome korean food
i FINALLY had my 'okonomiyaki'
it isint really okonomiyaki..but..korean version..
it's close enough

danny's favourite ikan bilis
i just played around and got this picture

which..personally i kinda like it

legs <3

photography class early morning tomorow

ahh =(

bunbun

2010-01-12T05:48:00.000-08:00

hair~<3
i curled it on my own finally!

uh..=A=..i dnuo hw i managed to force my smile until it looks like this
and yah..since i didnt put on make up
my pimple scar is VISIBLE 8D
but its healing nw =)

my 2nd assignment for marker rendering
so called..its digital painting =A=

EVIL CAPCICUM

and ooo~~~LOTSA thnx to my uncle and cousin huey for the DSLR
so now i can save money by having time to experiment
and know exactly what i want and what i should buy =D!
i decided to practice around and to get familiar with it
theres sooo much to experiment with 8D

HAHAAHAH
im waiting for aaron to squeel like a little girl
his worst enemy
(i stil dn gt why he hates jumpsuit)
BUT LOL! i found this and i just cant stop myself
PURPLE BARNEY JUMPSUIT WOOHOO

i HAVE GOT TO sing the barney song

oh so i decided to go to the mall since i had 2days free of classes

we went there just to try on the NEW DDR 8D

OMG ITS SO FUN im addicted nao QAQ

and also to research on pet food packaging

after that we went to art friends to look for materials

but we ended up abusing the foam section

and finding random stuff

and also got to try cinnamon chocolate bun

hmmmm..it was ok..

ahhh~assignments =w=

gloomy

2010-01-08T08:39:00.000-08:00

irrelavant but
jayjay is soo cute (naughty yes but cute too)
he keeps wanting more fruit tarts and cried when we had to go

ahh..my gloomy bear hat i got from CF 09
(really i duno whn and WHERE on earth i can wear it)

and TADAH 8D
i stumbled upon this fella that day while 'exploring' my house's rooms
i found this..funny...in the AV room..
(my mom place ALOT of the old stuff on every single display shelf)

8D!! it STILL WORKS~
well..at least the shutter does
the flash however....uh..i cant find any of that huge battery yet
so i cant be sure if it still works
(should be fine..if not..i can always go get it fixed..right OAO)

it;s a colopack EE88
ahhh~~<3 loon's glasses (i cant resist)

whole day of DDR and walking in midvalley and gardens is tiring but fun
and i had a good chat with leena =)
girl talk

PWND

2010-01-05T09:47:00.000-08:00

i stil love this scraf i got from DT10 =)
i miss everyone soo much

ahh..i miss the way i used to tie my hair

this is supposed to be my practice
but...i learned my lesson and i should really 'steal' colours

so my new sem has already started, and my first class was marker rendering

(so called, we are using digital 'marker'..drawing with tablet)

first class and we got pawned kaokao by our lecturer

this is my assignment thats supposed to look ...very realistic

epic fail on the shadow

and i havnt even finish the orange's texture.

the workload is inhuman

AND i still need to get a DSLR by this weeek for photography class

all righty

now..i HATE my new timetable

almost EVERYDAY's class ends real late

AND we dont have friday class (sounds good)

BUT!!!they dumped a saturday class into the timetable

greeeeaaattt...THANKKK YOUUU SOO MUCHHH

uhhh D=..its wasting my timmmeee

(by wasting my time i mean i'll probably use friday to go photoshooting or something and ignore my assignments)

i wish i have an IL student as my genie

so i can just ask them to touch up on my work when i lose my patience 8D

(im not that lazy ok..i stil do my work just..sometimes very tired of touching up the same thing for hours)

kiwi man

2009-12-30T11:16:00.000-08:00

ah..didnt knw it wil turn so small..
so..holidays..what have i been up to lets seee

1. aki thats' for you for not updating =w=
2. thats' me having our discussion with presh wearing gloomy
3. my outfit changes to suit the mood OTL (designing)
shhhhh~~2 and 3 are secret lil plans for me and presh 8D hinthint: alt fash madness

4. crushed..

ok so basically im worried if everythign we're planning wil work out

so i've been alittle busy lately
so been sleeping late.real late
and waking up late OTL

i havnt even got the mood to go out
not even to develope the roll of film i finished
oh well
happy new year's eve everyone
=)

snowman

2009-12-27T06:23:00.000-08:00

hey people
even when it's sem break i still slack
in fact, i think i dont slack as much when i have work
anyway
cos and loli is back 8D

milk is soo dissapointed whn i didnt doll up nicely and woke up late

i should start being more hardworking for events

o ya..hair colour..

ya..i bleached it and loon dyed it for me

OK so CHRISTMAS

i got invited to my sis limian's house for dinner=)

PRESENTS oh mine is in there too XD

and..KFC AND PIZZA!!! LOVE

(u must think im crazy, but i prefer fast food over gourmet anytime 8D)

i lied a little but hey! they are YUMMY

(i mean smtimes i just dont get gourmet, they dn even taste nice)

things we got for the dinner

and ahh...christmas eve was kinda boring at first

sigh..im not gona dwell into that

its only bcz of babe i didnt went BERSERK

but we managed to drink and talk and YAY!

i GOT A FLICKERING CUP ThING 8D

and the day before that

i finally got to hang with my dear christine the fungus
she drove us out the whole day and we ended up playing taptap on her ipod all day

im officially an addict now

and we tried this so called VERY NICE italian restaurant by seremban people

i doubted it at first

and i was RIGHT

it was TASTELESS!

ugh =A= the CREAM OF MUSHROOM

tasted like WATER

but the garlic bread is nice

i seriously doubt the people who eats there and says its SOO NICE WEH

wth =A=
i guess they are just there for the angmoh chef

WTH not even CUTE ok

ok la..stil OK

but CHEH...

i had to pour the WHOLE CAN of cheese powder to actually TASTE smth

but the pizza crust was nice =A=

i love flour..ignore

CF 09

2009-12-23T09:00:00.000-08:00

sorry for the long hiatus >A<
so after our short trip.we rushed back for CF
it wasnt really good since we were rushing
so dont expect anything..
decent

see what i mean..

so YES..i debuted sweet lolita =w=
(YES SWEET AHH BLUSH!)

i guess i should have wore my wig
but we just didnt have enough time
my curled hair became messy hair instead after awhile
and lets face it
i just can't do my make up without guidance OTL

=w=..some carefully chosen decent shots of me

HAHA.o ya..i bought that hat for 30bucks =3=
and i have no idea when and where can i even wear it..guhh
this picture was taken when jolene had the paperbag on her head
(she couldnt see a thing)

a normal decent photo.
a decent sweet child.

then~~
it all ends there.
i just couldnt resist =3=
and yes i couldnt see a thing hence the hands
and ya =3=..i was charging at loon screaming: R*PE HIM!GYAHA..
.......so much for a decent image.

oh..and mom and dad bought the socks for me in china =)
and sis bought the bag for my birthday
so..YAY! *throws confetti

so...conclusion..
CF was more like a weird gathering for us
than....actually cosplaying or anything
but rest assured..
a proper cosplay and booth and whatever ..
they are planned for next year's CF
hopefully there will be less weirdness next time =w=

(but it was fun XD)

love we have

2009-12-19T07:23:00.000-08:00

im back from my little trip with milk, ronn and loon
the lovelies hanged around for 5days =)

we started our journey after handing in our final visual fundamental
the theme was carnival =)

we reached there and ate like there's no tomorrow

we love our food =D

all the babies we brought

credits to milkos who took all these wonderful pictures

i havnt finish my roll of film so be patient aite?

this is a very different trip for me

its mainly about hanging out with them

not much of strolling around

in milk's room, our first night in bukit mertajam

me n the lovely milk =)

the road of ipoh

(again..all these are 'stolen' from milk.i own none of em)

kellies' castle's rooftop
(to be honest i was pretty scared and creeped out.i only liiked the rooftop)

by milk <3
my fav pic of all

(hopefully mine will turn out well..)

till then ;-)

loaf

2009-12-05T09:04:00.000-08:00

snowflake take away packaging improved alot!
thanx ronnie <3
(although you sat in my car refusing to budge and made me go)

haha..check this out
my lecturer playing with one of the lab computers

my fragile little TLR finally got to go out and have some fun =)

we went to quite alot of places in half a day
dinner at dome's was...
dissapointing

of course we went to KLCC
kinokuniya is the only place in KLCC i thought of going really

and so we spent our evening in the 2nd floor of kino
burying ourselves in advertising and design books

ronn me and loon love to take pictures
;-) we just cant help it

before that we went all the way to (ah..i forgot)
old china cafe which is a very cool place
everything there are so ancient =)

the only downside was there was this really grumpy lady
that scolded us for taking pictures
so i managed to sneakily take a few decent pictures

the place is really nice and i really loved it
but it was quite hard for us to find that place
so we parked our car a few stations away and took LRT and monorail
AH!! yes! i love monorail and lrt i duno i just do
(minus the walking part)

i was all hyped up taking LRT and monorail =D

ahh..there we go
ther'es the all mighty loon that decided to drop ourselves off afew stations further away from the destination 8D

oh and how can i miss out our LUNCH!
i LOVE lunch at IKEA!

look at all the food!

here's mine

ohohoh!! XD

the tray!!how can i forget about the tray and trolley!

they look sooo cute!

sem break is coming soon!

i cant wait for more adventures!

milk,loon and ronn!HERE WE GO!

chicky

2009-11-26T23:33:00.000-08:00

rilakkuma 8D
im usign this for my bookmark project

i've been soo obsessed with this couple
rin and len kagamine
and NO they are NOT twins or brother and sister
they are mirrored image of each other
so it's perfectly fine

(ok..it's still abit weird..but in a sweet way)
there have been sooo many songs and videos about them as couples
its just sooo torturing
i cant stop cliking on all the links and watch every single video
and everysong
when i finally stop..i realised i have been in front of my computer
for....3hours?4?
sigh*

ipoh & penang trip coming up =)
cant' wait

vanilla milk

2009-11-26T02:19:00.000-08:00

o ya..looks who's here!!!

my TLR is finally here and assembled
many thanx to woon n meow's help
the shutter part was really tricky

the box

cover of the box
otona no kagaku vol 25

painstaking hours of assembling

dinner at paddington's *love
the curve is just so christmas-y now
the decorations are great and the streets are filled with lights
there were people singing and the one i loved most
L-O-V-E by michael buble

p.s. anyone interested to cosplay as vocaloids pls let me know kay? =)

p.s2/ oh god i had 7eggs in one day

EGGS

2009-11-23T07:32:00.000-08:00

my title has nothing to do with my post*
and yes..my title lately are random and....yummy..
dont ask me..i dont know why

AH~i got my phone fixed.in 2hours!
and the warranty card was unnecasary.

inari! been eating alot @sushi zanmai these days
and mostly its because of inari..

o..and had tea at winter warmers today

sadly we didnt take any pictures

since i got my phone fixed.

o..and i got adopted yet again by jenny and teng

i miss them SOOO MUCH! )-;

we cooked!!! 8D

(ok..THEY cooked..i helped too!)

n no!..unlike what my sis THOUGHT i would do

i DID NOT burn down the kitchen, hurt anyone...(ok.i did)

and we made popiah cough*springroll*cough

(teng insisted its popiah)

ok..so...college is fine.

aside from our beloved lecturer who has the BEST *coughscarcasm.cough* taste EVER

i think i can survive this sem

but im pretty sure my GPA wont be as good as last sems'

i went back to Seremban and stayed there for quite a long time

..for last week

and..OH!! MOMMY made me half boiled egg!

lovelovelove >w<

(yes im obssesd with loving my family,and home..and blanky...)

on my way back

see..i got so excited to go home i cant stop taking pictures

ah..ok..so i guess that's it for now =)

(im stil not over my yukata wearing summer festival fever)

(o..and i wanted to write my full name in chinese..but...that obviously didnt happen)

MILK

2009-11-20T06:50:00.000-08:00

dont know why i gave this post this title
*shrugs

melaka - friends

japan-foster mom n brother

melaka- bunch of lovelies

yah..i guess im in that crazy fever-ish mode again

cause my TLR is coming this tuesday

it's not antique TLR like yashica/seagull/watever

so it's totaly customisable =)

and LIGHT-er

AND...no ma fan 120mm film

it uses 35mm =)

chilling to: nujabes

reading: (re-reading to be exact) the alchemist, am feeling philosophical-ish

crave

2009-11-17T22:03:00.000-08:00

i just soo wana put on my yukatas and go for a festival now =(

okasaan's present

ahhh.....

i just wana make bento and wear my yukata and tie my hair up nicely

with everything done nicely and enjoy a festival with fireworks!

i need to play some game too =(

festival.... =(

im skipping friday's talk and home i go =)

WM

2009-11-16T07:33:00.000-08:00

since i havnt updated in such a long time
i guess its time i talk about some old stuff
im okay =) i have a phone now
so.dont worry

i was alittle moody today
since i never really felt this way before
but..its ok..i'll work hard

we've been taking spontaneus trips lately
and i guess the main cause was me
i felt like running around alot so i dragged everyone along
glad they liked the place i introduced too =)

yet again another trip to wondermilk+
i never get tired of that place =)

i was alil dissapointed their minis were sold out that day

and i dont feel like buying maxis or cookies or watever

but we still had a good time

since milkos and loon decided to buy nico digi =)

(a cute lil lo-fi digi cam...no..i cnt call it lomo or smone's gona kill me)

to be frank

im kinda embarassed to say

me going there so often..i have never bought their postcards ever

i mean like....why would i buy...postcards?

but going with a bunch of friends..thats..really a different feeling =)

so milkos suggested we buy postcards and write our names down

as a momento

so all in all..it was great

and despite my bad luck this month, i still get some good memories out of it

and the purikuras from my birthday =)

ya..jen finally scanned it n stuff

(hugs)

i promised i'll work hard and so i will

i will stand tall towards rejection and not be afraid of it

because this is the way for me to grow.

p.s..no new pictures until i figure out how to sync my phone with lappie =A=..ahh..the torture

bye

2009-11-09T04:18:00.000-08:00

say bye to mr pink
say bye to handphone

yes..once upon a time in this blog
this girl once said goodbye to one of her precious phone
now..once again
that tale has repeated itself
on this unfortunate soul

i admit that i have a brain the size of a pea
which does not have the capacity to contain important stuff like
'dont let your phone and wallet out of ur sight'
or
'keep an eye on suspicious people'

the size of this brain is mainly loaded with random crap
that most of the time
DOES NOT help in ANY way
so if i am able to train my pea brain to discard sm of the crap
and actualy put in somethign USEFUL

now..i just want to get a cheap phone
so that even IF i EVER lose it again
i wouldnt be as sad
(fine..i would be anyway)
bt..i DO NOT WANT to b such a careless, irresponsible, unindependant lil kid
that is NOT what i want my family to see me as

NO.WAY
n of course i feel sorry for daddy
he sayang me so much ah
then orang ini go and woops, i lost my phone..AGAIN
from this moment on
im plotting on HOW TO make sure my phone
NEVER get lost..EVER AGAIN

(one thing i hate about myself)
i treat my stuff as if they are alive
and its annoying
i cant stop thinking
'where is m handphone, how is it doing, what kind of person took it, what are they doing to it, isit lonely?angry?sad?..what is its fate after this?'
THIS IS KILLING ME

baby

2009-11-08T00:38:00.000-08:00

=) she will be here by the end of the month

im bringin mr pink to ipoh and penang this year end
lomolitos,mr pink and milkos' babies are all gona unite

;-) everyone is cheering me on
i can't fail, i have to do my best
lomography and photography
they are gona be with me all the time

i wanted Blackbirdfly but woon said i should get a real TLR
so..i really might =)
as for now
work hard =)
(im just rewarding myself a little right now ;-D,i'll still work hard)

spontaneous

2009-11-04T05:23:00.000-08:00

im soo sorry ive neglected my blog for such a long time
but thing is
i always come home feeling tired and the next thing i knw im asleep
when i wake up i realise..oh..i have assignments..

like the title
we are
we definitely have alot of work to do
but we never neglected our fun time

it started out as having dessert
but we ended up driving all the way to ara damansara

as usual we loved taking pictures alot

and we ate of course
although it was 4-5pm
(we had lunch..too early for dinner)

and alittle more pictures

we terrorised the whole place

(editted by miki)

the korek lubang gang

loon,miki,ronnie and milkos =)

and to remember this moment

i drew with my tablet

i finally got it!bamboo pen =)

i LOVE the design =)

im so addicted to tablet im using it for almost EVERYTHING

its annoying i knw 8D

i cant even start on my assignments cz i was too addicted drawing with it

till then =)

photoshop luck

2009-10-31T11:42:00.000-07:00

to PROVE to you photoshop and me are really not friends

ever since high school i tried downloading+installing photoshop

but it NEVER happened cause some WEIRD error just occurs

so now that i FINALLY,MIRACULOUSLY got photoshop
i cant even edit my own pictures

to the extend when pohyi sent me my editted picture

i just went OTL

so this is the original picture

my photoshop skill

original picture

and pohyi's version

ok..maybe u cant see huge differences

nah..this one

my very bad photoshop skill

and pohyi's version of me in damn kao punya make up

sigh

i failed miserably as a designer

we played

2009-10-30T08:08:00.000-07:00

no..not drunk
no..not crazy
(ok..fine..crazy yes)

it started with a dessert shop and a card game.
and it evolved into a crazy beer party.

this...i think
it made us grew another step closer =)

i was really pretty sure neighbours are gona kick us out
but i guess they are just too used to crazy college kids

=)

haunt my dream

2009-10-24T06:57:00.000-07:00

it was lame at first
but it grew
justin rocked
we headbanged, we screamed our heads off, we jumped off the roof
nw all there's left to do
is to find another party to crash
i cant get enough of halloween
(since my costume never came, i had to improvise)
it turned out good anyway

i gave away my head bandage to ronnie cz it was choking me

on our way there, EVERYONE kept staring at us
and the people in elevator got freaked out

the group of bandage freaks(miki threw hers away =A=)

happy almost halloween

any other parties we could crash? =)

re-shoot

2009-10-21T06:41:00.000-07:00

so the first shoot was ok
but henry said the model is not impecabbly dressed enough
so HOPEFULLY this time its enough.

a few pictures i like
photographer: me, woon helped aso
model: pavell
location: classroom block J

the people

thank you guys so much once again =)

with the lack of manpower, equipment, lighting

i think it turned out really well.

anyway.im sick =(

and! im getting my tablet VERY SOON!!XD!

wacom bamboo pen and touch!nya!

oh well..now back to picture editting and figures and tracing

=)

2009-10-16T05:21:00.000-07:00

mommy, sis and brother had their checkup and meeting in midvalley/gardens
so i joined them for dinner =)
it might seem like its nothing much,
but staying with my sis, meeting up everyone,
having a nice dinner,shopping with them,
its enough to put a smile on my face all dayy long
(o ya..new clothes too 8D)

my family is the greatest gift i ever had.
i LOVE my new hardcover sketchbook and red putty
(aaron said it will turn to black anyway so why bother)

dinner at ding tai fung gardens
which means
XIAO LONG PAO (i still cant get enough of it)
and the ramen was good =)
i usually hate vege wanton bt i liked the ones there

bt then why kids get nice plates and cups
cant they give like everyone =3=

and gardens lounge is pretty =(
(i tell you i can move there and live in the lounge 8D)

oh and i finally got my leggings =)

and oh..outing with aaron budd 8D
500 days of summer's ending was =A=
but THNK GOD its not a chick flic

and muffins from sis =)

loon's nerd glasses i took after the photoshoot

call me nerd kthnxbai 8.D

p.s ( =( my stuff is not here yet..how!i wana go halloween party!)

p.s.2 ( yerr...i hate the mr potato head assignment)

things

2009-10-14T07:43:00.000-07:00

(totaly off topic)
nephew

was looking for leggings today
and..FML..
the one i wanted were only in L (thnx mng u made my day)
the one that fits was ugly (thank you kitschen)

and say byebye to hokkaido trip

(sorry ring.trust me i really wana go wan)

but..problemS

ANYWAY

the photoshoot was ok

thnx woon

theme:

how many people you know are impecably dress..but dull

model: nikon D5000

location: drama studio(photography studio off limits)

woon(the owner)

feedbacks are appreciated =)

love

2009-10-10T05:42:00.000-07:00

i just bought majolica majorca's mascara today =)

i totaly love their packaging!

and
o ya =) i went and trim my hair
i didnt chop off much of the length just trimmed it
ANd the fringe is back =)

and the best part is its way cheaper than my previous stylist

o well
imma gona dye my hair soon again =)
cz the colour is abit off
guess i didnt apply the color stay treatment properly

oh..and i received a mail regarding working in a cosplay cafe =(
i duno..i actually gave a thought about it
but after hearing what teng and jenny said
they were totali against it unless i work there without complaining bout
perv,otaku and pedo.
the job requirement is quite strict bt the pay and everything is good

p.s: BREAKFAST with daddy and mommy 2mrw =)

hectic

2009-10-06T10:20:00.000-07:00

when our lives get really hectic,

we usually find things around us to comfort us.

life recently has been anything but stress free.
we get assignments and requirements that we are supposed to meet.
we are trying to figure out what no human can.

now who says art and design is all happy tralala oh so easy?
come find me, you do my work thank you.

so i stopped myself for awhile and looked through my pictures,
and this made me smile.

when was the last time i truly laughed that hard in the picture
when was the last time we really went out and let it all go

o great, now i'm blogging instead of attending to my assignments

this made me smile at first but later made my heart ache alil
my izone polaroid i gt since i was..9?
i had 2 but i lost 1, and now the other one needs to be fixed.

i miss the sesame street bear,
i used to celebrate its birthday =(
i miss the old blankey,
the smell stil lingers

i went walking around pyramid again with loon
and i found this dress that i like
but when i put it on
i hated the bottom part >(

who wants to have ANGULAR BUTTS! (hips la ok bt *shrugs)

and LOLed at the christmas socks
i should not wear it and put it on the christmas tree this year

and jo gave me this pin that day
it made me gag
haha

jenny went and get her piercing today
it just tempts me to get more for myself =S
but i knw i'll never wear anyway so why bother
i duno =S (i pierce for fun?)

in love

2009-10-04T09:48:00.000-07:00

seriously i am gona use this EVERYSINGLE TIME i wana dye my hair
(or probly i'll dye my hair for no reason now)

and its illustrated by yazawa ai!
ok..see..its simple

u know how the normal hair dyeing products they really stink
and they make your hair really dry
and not to mention u'll get all messy

well this one has superb packaging,
it smells GOOD
it leaves my hair more shiny and smooth
AND ITS SO EASY!

just mix everything,
replace bottle cap with comb
then just comb your hair!
SEE!!!! really wan!

the colour i chose is apricot mocha
i wanted a darker colour but it turned out lighter
(or probably its the pictures i duno)

old duo tone hair

new more even hair

(and easier to manage aso)

and sumore this thing is pink aso!

im a sucker for cute packagings or pink

now i have to go back to my 60 thumbs which i havnt complete

*doomed

last bday strating with a 1

2009-09-29T08:48:00.000-07:00

ok.1st off
im sorry if my prev post sounded lk a teen emo kid whose gona cut off her wrist writing help me in blood and yelling for attention
cause its really just something to think about and
not complaining about you guys wrnt thr for me
(you guys were there all the time =3)

1st is the lovely Ju
who met me up @ ZEN

had apple crumble <3
and she gave me something that made me so *sniff
she made it her own *awww

then headed off to +wondermilk for a great cup of vanilla milk
and of course cupcakes ;-)

well...and cream too
(and here i thought Duh Top10 is gona spare me with creaming)

headed off to IKEA for hotdogs =)

my idea of FUN

its a bath robe for kids =)

and a very weird looking frog

i left them something too =)
hopefully its not lame =9
(aww..should have left my blog link)

and i went back to sunway in time for dinner
my lovelies back in the one
(teng,loon and jenny.roland too)
presented me with a cake =)

lovelie =) (thank you so much )

i guess, this is the most indifferent gift i have ever received
its super lovely and
NO ONE CAN GET ONE 8D!
its specially designed by the lovelies with me on it >3
(u'll spot them on my shirt or pencil case or wherever)

after that is purikura time 8D

AWW!i LOVE teng;s expressions!!!
these are the initial ones before we did anyting to it
so..i'll update on that

aww~loon n bear loves prikura =3

thank you dear all for the wonderful day
and i realised
24hours is not enought to celebrate
=)

birthdays

2009-09-28T08:03:00.000-07:00

its supposed to be happy
at least thats what everyone told us since young
at least thats what everyone made us feel like
but for some reason
this year unlike every other year
this particular day

i felt
sad and lonely

i see my 19th birthday as not welcoming my 19th year in this world
but.kissing my 18th self goodbye
it's my last hour being 18

i am still probably 16-17 at heart
i dont know
im not a very mature or wise person i can tell you that
i dont even dress like my age
(according to some cause i dont pt tonnes of make up on)

i dont really fancy or go gaga over getting reminded about my birthday
honestly, i forgot about it
till my family surprised me
im happy, but not because they celebrated my birthday
not because of expensive gifts or money
it's because i see everyone again
everyone laughing together,talking

i guess, that's why i was happy this week
im happy because it feels like
my birthday meant something
my birthday brought everyone together

(we'll just see how it goes tomorrow)

will everyone get together again?

too lazy for a title

2009-09-25T10:20:00.000-07:00

1st off..lets pollute our minds
jenny gave me a perverted marshmallow thumbdrive
(yes i know its michelin dude la!)

according to teng: omg he's humping ur lappie!
proof? lappie wont detect him although all the others can

SEE!told you its' pervy!
see where it is 'glowing'

what i learned in visual fundamental class
draw figures nicely

(this picture reminds me of my cousin yilin 8D..no idea y)

cause when you do this:

or this

and when the lecturer says at the end of the class
: please pass up your sketches you did in class.

you are DOOMED

what i learned in life?
be really careful when you park your car near nini's place
(esp during raya or any holiday season)

or you'll get

saman yang melampau giler mahal
(FYI, the 1st saman i gave him was RM180)
then he gave me a saman worth RM1.8K
now..this

ok...deja vu?.no?
ya..i think i should make different bento now =A=
besides..the onigiri..
it tastes weird D.8

oh..the egg was SUPPOSED to be a little chick hatching from an egg

(tk nampak)

the sausage was SUPPOSED to be a tako

(its hiding in the carrot bunch)

the crabsticks....they are supposed to be..

crabsticks

(at least i nailed this one)

she who drank it

2009-09-22T06:55:00.000-07:00

ok seriously i scared myself here
try looking at the right side of ur screen just beside my picture

when i did that i saw my picture as a creepy ghost or something TAT

anyway
i just got my lens from babe and unfortunately its not angel but nudy
(now i look like i have cornea disease,like those in my nightmares)

yes i constantly had nightmares of me wearing super huge contacts
and they infected my eyes until my eye balls come out wan

so from now on..im going out
liddat

oh ya..i went to starbucks the usual usual..
but today i tried something different by trying their
'STRESS BUSTING' fruit juice

DONT TAKE IT

unless you fancy kiwi+dragonfruit seeds stuck in your throat
it's still in mine in case you're wondering
and i cant cough or swallow it down
(and i drank like one bottle of water d)
sumore cost you RM10
(can sue them for choking me without warning label)

anyway
baby hongler;s baby shower was last saturday
the cow pouch is cute =)
from coochicoo.com

(but i tell you their typo really canot)
i thought it was coochlicoo at first(doest make sense rite?!)
but that's how it LOOKED like on the card really!

ok just FYI
im STALKING my readers >3
cause i dont know who comes to my blog
so i decided to have a more detailed tracker =)

lost and not found

2009-09-18T20:04:00.000-07:00

remember when you were always told not to play with your food?

i played with mine all the time

and the crabstick for this onigiri looks like pouty lips =9

as most of you would have already know (or not)
i LOST my car key
panicking, i ran out of the house into the rain
i searched everywhere i could think of and it doesnt seem to b anywhere

having great friends like i said in my last post
i realised i have friends that are greater than great
loon,teng,jenny and roland helped me searched high and low,
from PJS to sunway to TOA
we only had our dinner at 10pm

everyone were HUNGRY

and misfortune just keeps on coming when my tummy ached
it was a bad case of (iduno what u cal it) but its bad
i couldnt walk properly or stand properly
couldnt even feel my head and palms

to the extend of everyone carrying my up the stairs
(yelled like mad and there were still people in the mall)

finally decided to call teck and got help from david
thanks to him fetching me back to srbn and back to sunway
i was able to grab the spare key

bought half a dozen j.co as a token
(bt when i started my car with the spare key it was reali bising)
alarm went off OTL

there were hoards of people sms-ing me asking me if im ok
thank you really =)
(thanx2those who spreaded the news too =3=)

that day i cried panicking
but i quickly laughed my way back
on my way driving back,
i couldnt help but smile..

cz i realised, how would i have survived without my friends
this post is dedicated to all the people who helped me so much
not only that day, but throughout my entire life
no matter how big or small the help may be

thank you for
-carrying me back home
-making me feel like im home
-the shoulders to cry on
-the time and energy

thank you

little surprises

2009-09-16T06:42:00.000-07:00

another sketch
well class got canceled the last minute today =9
=to whole day of jalanjalan

(this is totali irrelavant to the post but..)

o ya.i resume making bento now =)
onigiri
but i got sabotaged during lunch

so..they eventually looked like this

pohyi came back today!

lots of doodling, walking, ddr-ing(nt me), and more walking

a faithful friend is the medicine of life

(forgive me for the short posts as i am a very lazy person)

i miss

-kerokeropii ALOT

-music box

how D=

我

2009-09-11T08:20:00.000-07:00

i really would have loved our new lecturer if he let us do these
miyavi miyavi agnes deyn ..
LOVE~

my current mobile walpaper now
awww...雅（L）i 'm going through that phase again so ignore

but instead we had to do THESE
(i dont like this one much,she looks FAT)

no idea why it turned out so...contrasting
but it isint.

owh..and i crashed into nini's outing =p
n bought

i swear i thought i was going to buy the whole shop
but when i got in i realise.
hmmm..(probly next time there will be more 8D)
*sparkle

o ya..the bracelet im wearing almost everyday now
its from TENG!!!! X3
i havnt officially thank teng just kya-ing around about it
so here i m..officially saying
ｔｈａｎｋ　ｙｏｕ！

2009-09-09T06:41:00.000-07:00

SMILES HAVE THE MOST AMAZING POWER

----- i got a bigger ice cream with it -------

today is just like any other day,
dinner with a bunch of friends,
laughing our way through the night,
head banging in the car,
09.09.09 seems like any other wonderful day.

dates don't matter and they don't do wonders,
what makes your day wonderful?
the people around you.
and what you make of it

(ya..i'm in for a more...philosophical-ish post today)

hand hurts

2009-09-04T01:26:00.000-07:00

i think i can't feel it anymore
well it's not done yet
i just have no idea how else to ink
(just the usual stuck-at-the-moment-cz-i-like-it-&-im-afraid-to-ruin-it phase)
sigh
i actuali wanted to upload it only when i finish it
but...=S
seeing bloggie is dying so i posted smth up

i can never see you

but you were there for me

we could have been seperated but we chose not to

cause we know,

we have each other to watch our backs

the world did not accept us

and tried to harm us but we were not scared

for we have each other forever

even if we could never see each other face to face

-------------------------------------------------

hmm =9

just something that poped into my mind when i drew this

they are conjoined twins

but they could have been separated

just as you can see they dont have their spines joined

its just flesh joining but they chose to be together

yahhh...

agh..no good night sleeps

timetable is so so

results so so

random

2009-08-31T11:06:00.000-07:00

MILK!
well i went out today and decided to look for some stuff
sadly i didnt get anything i wanted
unsatisfied i bought milk

love the collection
from COMME des GARCONS homme plus
i wonder when will guys round me wear skirts/quilt
galliano wears it =9

ahh..my stuffs
i love the 414issue for milk.PINK HELLO KITTY cover =)
im nt a pink fanatic or hello kitty fan bt its cute

n i realised i have more hello kitty n pink stuff than i remember

just a preview of what im doing
hoho..i INTENDED it to be that way so no one knows exactly wat im doing
but..seems like im being soft

my dog taken with film camera
it still works!!! 8D..delighted
no..not lomo..its an old camera i got when i was..8 or 9

random time

-ties all my hair up whn im about to work(draw) seriously

-loves to be driven around to look at the view imagining

-loves to drive with friends for no reason(daddy always drive us around to relax)

-have fetish for cute/oversized pajamas rather than sexy ones

ok..i should really sleep now

nite =)

dead

2009-08-28T06:17:00.000-07:00

poor blog is really dead is he.
*pats
ah..well.i reaaaaly have no idea what to blog about
except.
OOH...ya...i created a new DA account 8.D
www.neko-kuma.blogspot.com

i miss archery and horseback riding =(
anyway
i just realised i have too many things i want so i shortened my list

-nikon D40
-lolita shoes white
-new kuro loli
-diana+ (sorry holga T^T)
-wacom tablet
-new converse (i knw!!bt nt enuf =3=)
-chair+shelf+mirror+bed skirt
- new jeans(levi's/tommy...bt...topshop cheap aso TAT..hw)
-bag 8D (ok..this is reali unnecesary but)
-hair curler+straightener

hmm..overall..
i should be able to keep to my budget
but then again.....
how m i gona buy SLR?
daddy's gona say i HAVE to use the money in the bank
but i only have cheque for that n i cant buy using a cheque D=
im doomed

everyone turns their back

2009-08-25T01:14:00.000-07:00

before anything else
just some sketches and doodles

this was supposed to be the design for F&N competition
never got to submit it though

random sketch from fashion mag (thk its from W)

i miss them
(teng love, congrats on the KLPac performance, m proud =3)

done with magic colour and colour pencil

another sketch for deviantID

c&c kthnxbai comment box down thr click c..good

listening to : me and you (ika) & british columbia (the elected)

mood: very moody

reading: the state of fear (michael chrichton)

yesterday i finally broke down

but even if thing are resolved now

it doesnt change the fact how much i lost

and the reason is someone

but the best part is to tell that someone it wasn't her fault

no one was there.no one

i can't draw these days i have no idea why

i'm struck and stoned all the time

(guess i'm goin to starbux again m i)

sipping latte, inhaling the aroma of the rich coffee..

ya...it's relaxing..but still.i am blank..

words come out deep at these times

-smile-

ah..now it's michael buble..

nope..its not helping..*sigh

my wonderland

2009-08-22T05:17:00.000-07:00

lunch at the usual paddington's
im not getting tired of pancake
im getting tired of no meat pancake =(

the usual routine
walking around curve and ikea
i was planning to get quite alot for my room
me ,jo and leena were shocked to see this

yes...no..not the price
'SPARSAM!!'
they have really awesome names for their product
the other product near this
it reminds you of anus

i didnt buy all that i wanted but i managed to get a lamp
so these were all the things in the box

without anyone's help
i made it all on my own =3

now im motivated to go back for more
anyway mommy gave me a new shirt

i like boots =)

they look cute

my path

2009-08-21T00:55:00.000-07:00

having some spare time and did some
really quick sketch

and this just suddenly came up
4seasons
(actuali drew one girl and started adding,dats y it looks out of place)

wanted to complete it but...

bennie series

bought BABY,TSSB for that long and never showed the picture

it IS sweet lolita but..

hmm..

another baby is 1.2k..

im broke

it was VERY hard to camwhore lo=3=

photoshoot supposed to be on september/oct
but..

might not be cosplaying this year

would most probly just wear this

or my other dresses

i dont know

i want a cat

that doesnt run away with her bf like yumi

yumi(my old cat that ran away with her bf)

her side of the story

2009-08-19T07:43:00.000-07:00

don't really have anything to blog about
just working on a few things creating a few series
-bennies and dark things are to be expected

but as usual i don't really think i can finish them in time
sketching->finalise->colour->scan
ish....seems short feels like ages

*i really dont like kia si kia su people =(
compete less, work and learn from others
look at yourself first before you talk about others

fun fairs i miss them so,
i wonder if anyone goes there anymore
not for the fun but,
there's something about it

maybe its the lights
maybe its the people
maybe its just me

these pictures just make me happy
i loved pictures like these
running on the beach and capturing the moments

running alongside your best friend
doing things that seemed stupid at that time
all of it adds up to the happy memories you have

i love everything i have
i miss the things i have lost
i kiss the moments goodbye
i keep the memories here

btw
baby hong ler is here
sis and baby are healthy and well =)

my sunny afternoon

2009-08-16T00:32:00.000-07:00

so longlost datang ke seremban main
and...

ta-dah.
well u knw how people love to take a picture of their feet?
we decided to do something different
and take pictures of our butts

PD was really cool
i managed to not get lost goin there on my own the 1st time

we relaxed there =)

the sun was extremely beautiful

running around like maniacs

we never got to witness sunset though

but it was beautiful anyhow

i really should do some colour correction but..

i like them the way they are

most of them

we also went to the temple

on the way we had to actuali climb our way up to the hill

and i never realised that seremban looked..

THAT kampung

centipede mountain

and we had our dinner at kensington the 1st night

its that traumatising that..

just by looking at this picture.

me n roland dah rasa kenyang

overall..it's nice to be able to walk around again

WTFBBQHAMJIMBENG

2009-08-04T00:26:00.001-07:00

as most of my friends who know me,
i have very blood puking dreams.
which lead to.....
this

really,whenever i pick up a pencil pen or anything
i'll start firing off with random ideas and stuff
not this holiday though

i've been planning to make cupcakes o cookies
design a nice packaging
and sell them along with all my junks
and also some other misc stuff with others

BUT..HUGE BUT here
i'm sooo stuck!

btw..my weight dropped to 43 today..
i suspect the weighing machine broke down

summary on WTFBBQHAMJIMBENG dream
cant tell you the whole thing
way too embarassing
involves
-flying grandma's house
-grandma's house turned into 5storey building
-me jumping off the flying building
-me looking for my shoes b4 jumping
-roland coming to my house
-jenny witnessing
-jo anne pushing me down
-me having super puffy hair

ok......
btw,one the maids ran away from home
damnbbqbongokpakkyukaokaogodie

neko's juice box:
-electrico (save our souls)*
-little boots (new in town)
-zee avi (bitterheart)*
-great spy experiment(class 'A' love affair)*

the ones with * are local/spore
support local..dont ask stupid questions
o cz i support them like mad cz they r awesome

btw..my AIGNER PERFUME TAT

i stil cant believe i
-spilled a bottle
-broke a bottle!! TAT
KEEEEL MEEHHH

105 random facts

2009-07-23T10:01:00.000-07:00

1. feel insecure almost all the time
2. music of all genre suits me but not all artists or songs attracts me
3. i sleep on my left most of the time
4. to make myself feel secure i would
a. sleep with soft toys and pillows all around me
b. sleep with someone
c. turn on night light if im sleeping alone
d. turn on music
5. i prefer lounging than clubbing
6. still thinks of john galliano is the ultimate
7. wish to enroll into central St. Martins'
8. dreams of becoming a free soul who creates wonders for her world
9. tries to enjoy every single moment of my life
10. loves travelling and see the world (thank you daddy =3)

11. adores victorian rococo baroque designs (hence the lolita n everything else)
12. thinks japan is also a nice expensive place to kill your wallet
13. has very random weird blood puking dreams
(involves being dead becoming a soul n dies again n magically transform AGAIN to..a less dense soul?)
14. loved lomography and still do
15. i turn around ALOT while sleeping
16. thinks hyenas are creepy
17. likes to be mentioned anywhere for no reason
18. dont like noodles for breakfast
19. prefers toast, eggs, hasbrowns, milk, pancake for breakfast mostly
20. never gambled

21. hates people who gets plastic bags when they do not need them i.e buys one bottle in 7eleven n use plastic bags
22. does most grocery shopping with shopping bag
23. LOVES COLD(drinks,weather..u name it)
24. wonders why roland's 100facts looks shorter than mine
25. is indecisive (no surprise)
26. miss hugging and kissing mommy and daddy
27. sometimes wish to live in a cold country (sorry..most of the time)
28. prefers boys box shorts than shorts for pajamas
29. likes to have baths once a week at least(fyi..shower n bath..nt the same)
30. enjoys cool soothing ambient soul music while having a bath

31. likes to come out from a bath and turn on A/C
32. has hard time sleeping at night
33. is on the edge of giving up on this post
34. loves to be driven rather than drive
35. finds herself hanging out with guys more often sometimes
36. hates irritating pop songs that pollutes my mind n their sickening mtv
37. STRONGLY BELIEVES commercial hiphop is giving real hiphop a bad name
38. loves to fill my time doing something
39. enjoys riding an almost empty train once in awhile in the morning jz looking
40. loves people to take pictures of me in random moments
41. drinks wine, seldom drink beer or whisky
42. DOES NOT smoke and hates people who smoke and puff it to you
43. thinks this post is too long
44. loves decorating bento bt hates cooking it
45. thinks roland persuading me into doing this is (Y)
46. dreams very blood puking dreams
47. according to mom, acted like a boy(pee-d lk a guy whn i was...a kid)
48. never confessed to anyone (tho alot of ppl gets the wrong idea)
49. is not lesbian.total straight
50. loves performance art

51. watches movies almost everynight
52. NEVER downloaded porn
53. likes friendly people
54. is NOT agnostic
55. trusts friends easily
56. remembers people's bdays real hard but always fails
57. has a habit of cleaning the left ear n not the right
58. admires almost anyone for being pretty and radiant(even whn they r nt)
59. dreamt about fish-like-flying-cars a few days ago
60. also dreamt almost all TOA frens

61. is a shy person actually
62. still couldnt say what she wants to say
63. had alot of crushes
64. likes caring, family type of guy
65. cares about appearance
66. makes weird laughs
67. secretly hates her cheeks sometimes
68. love/hates jenny for feeding her so much
69. wants to be skinny 8D
70. prefers sms than calls (cz i wont know what to say)

71. but prefers others to call than sms
72. likes brief night walks
73. wanted a tiger and lion as pet(actuali asked daddy also)
74. wished to be a singer when i was 9 (asked my mom also)
75. is only doing this so i cn beat roland's 100 posts
76. has multiple split personalities
77. secretly thinks im creepy too
78. talks and position ALL my dolls at night
79. loves to light candles and pot purri in room with only dim lights on
80. cannot live without A/C

81. dont know how random is random
82. felt like a sadist most of the time
83. deals with deaths veryvery poorly
84. appreciates and love the fact that friends cared dearly of me
85. thinks my life IS a drama
86. used to peel off finger nails
87. wil kill roland if he keeps rushing this post
88. brain juice dries out fast
89. is almost always hungry
90. wants to hang out more in galleries

91. is secretly afraid of pregnancy n thinks its a scary thing
92. likes kids when they are nice
93. always needs a push
94. loves everyone alot
95. i like mamee 8D
96. fills up quizzes for fun
97. actually doesnt really mind tests
98. fantasised to be a character of each of the movies i liked
99. thinks too much until i cant sleep
100. likes to rest my eyes by staring at one spot

101. thinks this thing is alittle too long
102. loves EGGS!
103. thinks some humans are just too TALL
104. loves castles and fantasise living in them
105. I LOVE LOCAL TALENTS!

DONE!!!!!WOHOO

penang

2009-07-07T08:40:00.000-07:00

the last time i went was lk...
6years ago?

really..i need to get my camera fixed or smth

thnk god they have bathtub/jacuzzi

n i did my work there

this trip was very relaxing
one thing about travelling with my dad
we spend alot of time in the hotel and relaxing
we didnt get the hotel we wanted
but Northam suites is fine as well
tea was good
tea time usually kicks off with my normal tea with milk
this time though,
i had my colourfull cuppacakes frm wondermilk

all 3 at one go

trust me when i say they are colourful
its no surprise the name of the cupcake is
rainbow

o. and i had this thing for the first time
'sai mai lou'
i think dats wat its called
mom ordered it as my lunch

p.s : buffets are always the best thing ;-)

CUPPACAKES 8D

2009-07-03T01:37:00.000-07:00

first off..
lunch
as usual, we had our lunch at fullhouse

the set lunch was great
the soup...MMM..CREAMY =3

main course was alittle bit dissapointing
it was a little too small for me
bt drinks+soup+main course+cake
it only cost amazingly .less than RM20

then..cuppacakes
where we spent a whole 2hours there sitting,doing work,doodling

was extremely tempted to buy almost everything in the store
bt jenny gave her usual
"don-buy-unless-u-nid-it-cz-u-hv-tonnes-o-unused-stuff' look

the choices r wide

i ended up buying 3cupcakes
for 17bucks
but they are adorable and creamy

wondermilk
drink more milk+

u just cant resist alittle camwhoring there

dinner at sm random japanese restaurant

i can complain on the udon itself for one whole post

so i'll save it for myself(or unfortunate souls around me)

ok..love from penang

the suite is awesome =)

n they hv internet access..hw cool is dat

btw..we're staying at the 30th floor.

its alittle...scary to think about it.

weee~they are playing flightless bird!!!

TOA = thousands of assignments

2009-07-01T05:26:00.000-07:00

current mood:

yes..after a long rest,
nomiya is back to work.(kena torture by owner)

so as for final
did this random-ly as thumb
didnt like the angle much

but...darren n jv both said yes to this=-=
so...yah..i suck at drawing buildings.
and im digging my own grave yet again

is it me?..or are my ideas always torturing?

figures last week

k..k..i geddit
senget dah n the dude looks lk a dwarf 8D

silkscreen

was a HOE
balik hari ni ke sunway awal awal pagi

tkde colour..

nonit to do

waste my day

whiny

2009-06-26T07:27:00.000-07:00

from thingsweforget.blogspot.com

sorry for the urge to post a whiny post
filling in the blanks,
that's what i am.

you know, having people who call themselves your friends,
but not feeling attached,

you tell me im your friend and you need me
so here i am
you told me you need help
so here's my hand
but seriously,do you think i am there for your
pain,mournful,unhappy,helpless,selfish,crying,whiny etc
times only?

you have your own friends now good
and im just a nuisance butting into someone else's life

i am me with me myself and i
dont come and find me when you're happy
dont come and find me when you have smth to share
dont come and find me when you feel generous
dont come and find me when you have fun

cause really..i dont mind
cause..

im GOD and i have no needs

come find me if you need anything

renn..

2009-06-24T07:35:00.000-07:00

note: these are OLD..i mean OLD

renn when we were fresh graduates from high school,
we were sure of what we want so to pass our time,
we got together.

one is now dying/enjoying in TOA
one is getting famous doing what he's best at P.A at KDU
one is being better everyday in ASWARA as a peroming artist.

twisting fairy tales is my hobby
im stupid you can say that
being optimistic in my own life
being such a sadist at the same time towards my creations

but then again
i m pretty nice to them sometimes
im not such a bad person after all =)

oh=-=..this wall..this WALL here
it killed me.
im nt exactly tall n this reali killed me doing it
under the sun who decided to shine brighter cz it feels
like being a sadist for once.
(sorry..did i say ONCE?)

anyone wants to go for 'cuckoo bird' show?

for those who tktau...no joke..the show is called cuckoo bird okay

n btw..whr is taksu?!=-=..

i wn2go FAB4 gallery laa!!

father's day +mother's day

2009-06-21T06:54:00.000-07:00

before i talk anything bout that
lets take a look what we did in grandma's house
RAMbUTANs =)
these are grown at grandma's house,
we have TONNES of fruits

as for father's day we decided to have it at our home
shabushabu,pizza,sushi,u name it.
one of the tables today

not including the 2pizzas we ordered meeS we bought
3plates of diff fruits we served
hmm..what else?

so i guess that the eating habit u guys are so shocked of..
it pretty much runs in the family

so for the present..alritey~
for daddy..he doesnt like just ANY oldies or classical music,
and he always streams imeem.
so i decided to gather some songs and burn them.
so this is what i did.

the cover

the inside(i lk the bear's face)

inside(i did it on purpse, not my fav page)

the back

the whole thing
the CD includes my fav n hopefully ,suits daddy's taste
includes:
michael buble, tracy chapman, the good old Tchaikovsky even Adele.

as for mommy
i baked her cookies and a card
all handmade,frm the cookie to the packaging

front cover of card

inside of the card

one of the close ups of the cookie packaging

(ingredients)

another close up shot

do note that everything is original

p.s: no one was killed,poisoned,hospitalised from eating the cookies

so i had time and decided to draw

for my figure final thumbs

p.s. i love heels now,they create an illusion of me having long n thin legs

preview

2009-06-20T09:37:00.000-07:00

father's day is today (its 12.40 now so ya)
what did you prepare?
updates coming up

preview on what i did

i miss

2009-06-16T11:05:00.001-07:00

my sociology lecturer dr linda

(i stil study sociology on my own at times =) )

the times we had together when we were so naive

(i stil think we're pretty naive if we want to)

the times when embarasment were shared

(i stil think we do)

the times when we would just get wet and sun burnt

(minus the sun burn part)

the weird but cute animal suits sis's baby would wear

(does he even have a choice?)

the cute animals we saw in south africa

(much of the weather too,aint like stinkin malaysia humid hot weather)

u cant go out for 10minutes walking under the sun without sweating

the time wif ring in japan

(oo..the turkey drumsticks too)

n the days i would just sit on a tree

staring blankly at absolutely nothing

(it's a better phrase than stoning or wasting time)

and the diva who steals my limelight and moments

what do YOU miss?

(u cn actuali click dat comment box down there =3,it makes me feel more motivated)

OR u cn just ignore what i said

road trip

2009-06-14T05:36:00.000-07:00

sadly i didnt bring my camera o wait(rosak dah)
n my phone is out of battery and i forgot my charger

anyway,
hopped into daddy's car with mom and his fren and we started from jelebu.
the journey started on a sunny 11am morning.
only couple of minutes we were leaving the grey seremban
and reached a green green place.
the air feels so nice, the water are cool,
the sounds of the jungle is so soothing.
i regret for not having a camera,
the feeling is so relaxing.

i saw daddy's smile and it made me happy.
it was a very long trip and the fuel cost must have been very exp,
but we went to the virgin forest, we went for cool food,
we went for waterfalls, we saw the beautiful dam.
and it made me wonder,
i've been to so many places,
all along i've been admiring the same thing.

i decided to travel Malaysia more,
these small old forgotten roads,
they need to be rediscovered.
and i;ve been thinking,
although im so privileged to have traveld so many places,
i've forgotten the most beautiful and reachable place,
HOME.

i cant believe when my fellow seremban friends kept saying,
seremban is boring.
seriously,
have anyone of us taken the initiative to actuali discover seremban?
i wonder,
will these places be forgotten by younger generations like us?

i know not alot of people are as 'old' as me,
i enjoy alot of tings like normal people do,
but once in awhile,
why not escape from what we always do and relax yourself?
the beautiful greens,
the fresh air,
the sounds, the cute kampung houses.
i dont know, it fascinates me.

and no one ever went on a trip like this with me,
only daddy =)
it costs i know but why not?
so....anyone?

the sky seemed to be happy today
it showed me a softer side of it today
it gave me enough warmth but not too much
it shined so that i can see the beauty of my surrounding
but it dimmed so that i dont hurt my eyes
i love today
it's just what i needed now
thanx daddy,thanx mommy =)

seremban

2009-05-26T09:46:00.000-07:00

you know how hectic life is?

when life is too hectic,
i turn and found something in my life,
film.
why does digital cameras with more megapixels have to be better?
it doesnt.
the flaws of a film using camera,
THAT's the beauty of it.

its not what you have,
its HOW you use it.

sell out

2009-05-21T01:18:00.000-07:00

directed by yeoh joon han, this movie is funny and so malaysian and true.

so danny,roland,jenny and me went to pyramid after class,
got the tckets for 11.45pm and waited.
when we got there...........

we were the ONLY ones
it was SCARY i tell you=-=
then later on 4more people came in..
n ...DATS IT...
8ppl in one cinema=-=

anyway..
this is reali good but it was dissapointing,
they cut the scene for 'hw 2gt to golden phoenix ahh?'

there was actuali a scene where it came out as karaoke=-=
n we started singing..LOL
even when we DONT KNOW how it goes.

apa ni

2009-05-07T01:17:00.000-07:00

currently chilling to,

-(bodo) by goldfrapp
-(6underground)by sneaker pimps
-(enjoy the show)by lenka
-(falling slowly) by glen hensard and marketa irglova
-(wont even start) by david choi
-youth of the nation by P.O.D
-kiseki by greeen (hayato's fav song)

just got the new timetable courtesy winloon's blog
ok..so i m nw a student of...
AD088-2
HAPPY!!!!WOOHOOO~~.....NOT~!
FORKfudgeFISHfog!
saturday class AGAIN!
this time WORSE!
satruday clss is 12.30 til 3.30
and EVERYDAY got class...
SHIT U THE ONE

as for results...dontknow yet.
but i have to say,
its hard2balance=-=
dn follow too much buut stil learn and pass=-=
WTFORK rite?
haha..very twisted one.dn listen.

aiyer~~~~~hate this la=-=
*rolls..the timetable damn shitty
management ha.ha
system..hualiaoweh
bt...ok la =)/kp improving k
as soon as u gimme nicenice timetable
i will love uu geh la

MALACCA once again

2009-05-01T10:32:00.000-07:00

so..i wanted to go to the beach.but ended up going to melaka.
i gt a call from teck at 9am..yes..9 lo..
thn rush out...come back at around12 smth..i thk..
btw..12 nt noon a..

so we went and look for ah yi in mmu thn ah see came too.
well..too bad..the apartment was reali nice,
bt i couldnt go up cz im a girl=-=.
teck was kind to accompany me....SEXIST!..girl tk blh go la?!
i so handsome u ckp im a girl!...

then..we went to mahkhota parade and dataran pahlawan,
thn smart me hor..suggested jonker walk.
ya..nice..bt...i forgt one thing..
sun very happy dat day lo weh....

XD..we bought this drink cz its cute..bt the taste,
wah...if u enjoy taste of medicine thn ok la.
n XD...thnk you for the candy!

srsly..i had to tie up my hair alrdy=-=
the sun loved me ALOT dat day,keep following me.

lol..introducing the kind 'driver'.
with the awesome sunglasses 8D

hhahaha..mouliu..go kacau little kid..
bt he's cute 8D\\\
thn someone's bright idea....
'eh..go to zoo lo...'

ah..n wat did we find..

a cow PEEING...eh..damn lots of pee k=-=
n pee n poo-ing session with..
cow,duck,deer...u name it..we saw ALOT

n this giraffe who seems to have fell in love with the poll.
it kept licking and nibbling the pole for no reason
i suspect drugs were used...*hmmmmm..

half a day oni..dah letih...no kidding.

6 out of 7 ppl of the day.

finally..satay celup!..bt thn..spicy=-=.

LOOK AT THE Q!!!
bt thn we gt lucky 8D..we jz waited for awhile.

n finally...eye on malaysia =)
it was the first time i felt scared..whn it stops
bt it was nice..bt..the view..ha=-=..
go spot illegal immigrants swim here la'
see hw many u spot..'

so..it was relai enjoyable =)

its the first time going to malacca

(exclude all thse primary school wan la)

that i tkde jumpa roland n longyao.

o ya..thnx guys

for driving,helping me,the candy,acompanying me,

inviting me,FOR THIS TRIP

once again..u..u know who u r..

thanx(more pics2cm)

*(comp crashed weh..tkpic from here k...sry)

high school budds

2009-04-25T11:14:00.000-07:00

so after such a long time.
i finally get to meet most of my precious babe and dudes.

i finally met hoong after such a long time.
n so the dudes decided to be 'cute' too.again.

yi and teck are stil the same..
womanizerss..somewhat.

im realireali glad to see loupo~~~

and alot of ppl showed up lo..so nice
bt sorry la =D..i got there 40minutes late

i miss everyone soo much =)
we went to a frens house later.
we played hamster and named it....zhuzhu..
(ah yi larr...apa zhuzhu=-=)
just like old times again..
=)
this is my best day yet.

NO MOAR 8D

2009-04-22T05:09:00.000-07:00

YES!!no MOAR STRESSFUL days..
(for 3 weeks at least)

to end the 2nd sem..
we had to go through the last few lessons..

figure test..IMAGINE is GOOOODDD TAT
i thnk god this test is based on imgaination..

after the test we(me n nad) THE GARDENS kaki..
named ourselves PEREMPUAN AYU group.8D
so we did pain staking survey there
(i did shopping)

then we found this designer cake shop thats gona open soon 8D!
its in THe Gardens..be sure to check it out

ok..so then there's pinky's presentation.
well...lets not talk about that 8D

and LOMOLITOS 8D

im so happy to finally get it..

waiting to get the vintage blackbird fly though.

(i STILL dont know what is it called=-=..OTL)

pics of seremban jlnjln mknmkn wif jenny will b uploaded soon

*whnever jenny send me the pics

ps..bear hug art blog updated

post post post

2009-04-14T04:01:00.000-07:00

so there only 3more days left..
3 MOAR DAYZ PEEPS 8D

painting was fun..(i like low key..)
irwin..say byebye!woohoo
travis..lalala...tata~
pakia..wont miss the class 8D..except the supa free part

last class for travis
im happy with our lampshade =)..
pics up nex or nex nex..or nexnexnex post 8D..or in da other blog

lol last class for pakia was..epic.
winloon,theng, nad n meh..sitting 2gthr = chaos

winloon n his antenna 8D

YESTERDAY we gave out FREE HUGS in pyramid and TOA 8D

sadly..we find malaysians very VERY rigid.

we got reali good feedbacks from aunty and some other people.

and also some angmoh uncle =)

but we (me n eleena) got denied rudely also

-RUDERUDE TOA girl who said " no!..go find a guy o smth..easier"

-RUDe aunty " NO..GELLII.."

so...FREE HUGS..

anyone ? =3

i mean com'on la=-=..we're nt hugging u cz we have smth for u..

we're just sharing our love and making ppl happi=-=

n i HAVE NO DISEASE LA WEH..n IM NT A PERVERT=-=

dn look at us lk we're aliens

lol..pinkies

happy bday nini..SO SORRY T^T

yah..i 4gt my own friend's bday..sounds familiar?\

happens all the time=-=..im the biggest prawn head in the world.

so being as prawn head as possible.

i only remembered it was nini's bday at lk..10pm

so jenny rushed to KFC n bought cakey

(since NO shop is open lo ok)

thn i kacaued nini until very late 8D

RGB! 8D

阿丹。。生日快乐8D

japan

2009-04-07T10:10:00.001-07:00

cz ring update bout this..so..haha...ya
i stole pictures dfom there XD

ya..the ten-dons..XD..
it was a cold winter.so.to be able to eat this HOT and YUMMY ten-don

*interesting thing happened dat night=-=

well..sadly we went to akihabara(i STRESS SADLY ok)
its full of nothing but electronics and hentai stuff for otakus*shiver
ok..anyway

we were desparate for SOMETHINg that suits us lo..
like ..clothes?...ANYTHING..
so...we were walking and it was RAINING.
then we saw this very interesting building like...few floors high.
and we saw..CLOTHES!
so..we rushed in..only to find.

TADAHHHH
its an adult shop=-=
look at the expression..
i was STUNNED i tell u=-=

in case you havnt read ring's blog la..
these uber sexy costumes rite..
if u wear them and let them snap a picture..
u gt discount lo..n i tell u..
TONNNES of pic on the walls..

n wow..truly lots of adventures in one night
we actuali stumbled upon a 'MALL'
only to find that we were in a 'pachinko mall' instead=-=
*no pictures..too traumatising to remember..

=-=..i have NO IDEA there isnt a SINGLE normal shop there.
ok..got..but then..
waaaaa...so many unexpected things happen in one night..

haha..ok..im bored im sick and i have nothing to blog
(lazy transfer pictures XD)
so...thanx to ring who reminded me this trip..

EARTH HOUR

2009-03-28T05:56:00.000-07:00

in support of earth hour.

i swtiched off all the lights in my house and decided to stroll around with katak

but SADLY..

MALAYSIA has ONCE AGAIN let me down

(heck..y do i even pt hope u say..if i dn hope....who would?)

SEREMBAN..ur FAMOUS for ALL your unnecasary lights

its just for deco..PLS...just ONE HOUR!!!ONE DAY!

isit dat hard?

i called roland after that to learn he's in midvalley

n i found out that there's not much diference too

PLS!!PEOPPLE!!...even my parents and grandparents are doing their part

is putting ur finger on the switch THAT HARD?!

u might think..'nah..it wont help much de la...wat gud will it do?"

people..u are one..but do you know if YOU do somthing..

a small change is going to happen?!

PLS ppl..its NOT HARD!

danny and me are so pised off and sad

it upsets me alot..realli..

but when all hopes seem to fade..

we went to our usual hangout.starbucks

THEY CARE

they swtiched off their lights n litted candles instead

so me n katak decided to love them n shouted 'we love you'

as soon as we practically RAN in..we yelled..

'YOU CARE!!!WE LOVE YOU!"

and they actuali have 20% off too =)

so now i m blogging n firing all my anger and dissatisfactoin on malaysians

n oo..sm shops care too =)

to those who SWITCH OFF

im telling u here..sincerely..

I LOVE YOU =) n BIG HUGS XD

=-325

2009-03-23T02:52:00.000-07:00

*censored * =D

---i need to talk to you.

anyway..ok lar..dah lama tk update nyerrrrr

these babies were lying there for like...idk..

they were collecting dust dah=-=

i 'stole'(taking without asking,not reali stealing =3) it from the living room

its not a headphone thingy lar..

u can tune into radio with it wan =)

dah lama didnt use,coz hor..

used to bang to music with it..

but often banging will cause head trauma.

LOLI MADDNNESS

2009-03-10T09:05:00.000-07:00

LOL..possesing real lolita clothes and being a lolita is just not fun enough
dressing up is FUN!!!
XD
i tried all the styles they have to offer
sweet loli,pirate loli,kuro loli,gosu roriXD

hahaha~~~
sadly i only have kuro gosu and punk loli,
lol..debuting sweet loli soon(kitty ur gona b so shockd)

kuro loli

pirate loli

gosu rori

ok..i hv no idea wat is this supposed to be in..sweet probably

looks very angelic pretty to me

sweet
lol..this one is so baby..but thn mine is JSK..thnx ring =D

dudidudud

i wan nicencie hair n nicencie face =D

to you

2009-02-24T05:05:00.000-08:00

there is nothing i can say but to support you from here on.
i can't imagine life without you,
all the things we did,
you're an idiot..u noe dat?
uu said no secrets,u said u'll be there forever,
u said u'll be there when i need you.
now..i'm wearing your shirt,crying.
ya..rare..right?

today we walked in the rain
it was thanks to my stuborness.
i will stop that,i will change.
i was so stupid,i should have noticed.
u changing so much these days.

i hate you,but you know i love you
no matter what,
you're my very close friend and i never will forget about that.

=)

2009-02-20T08:38:00.000-08:00

one cafe u shud REALI try.
no..i mean..seriously..'GO TRY!!!NIAOWWWW!!!'

FULL HOUSE CAFE =)

seriously..its great!
the interiors are really nice =)
u get to dine in a very nice atmosphere
and the staff they are really friendly too
and guess what..you can buy anything from the store

the happy people =)

ya..i went to ring's place..i got lost like..4times a day=-=

before that..
ORIENTAL CRAVINGs =)
2dishes 40+..
ok..not exactly cheap but..it's NICE =D

see~~i finished everything =D

and the boss was very friendly ^^

she kept serving us and asked if we enjoyed the meal

GO TRY =D

nyeknyek..i got BABY >3

thnx ring~

(next post for those who doesnt noe BABY)

eventful day

2009-02-19T07:22:00.000-08:00

=)
1st...is..
TAYLOR'S frens meet up =)
im sorry la >.<. didnt noe i was supposed to call
but i got to meet alot of 'old' frens from taylors and also miss tee
the maths lecturer =)

thn..its..
ASWARA stepping out contemporary art performance
coment?
im proud of u theng.. <3
=3....
i brought jen n ju along =)
n katak too..OMg..u damn diva..i noe u wont read this bt ya..
LOL-ness overdose..anytway

shud do this more

THINGs TO EAT =D

2009-02-16T03:33:00.000-08:00

this few days has been about..eating =)

one of my usual fav place?
PHOP(paddington's house of pancakes)
they are having this promotion now wic is supa cheap!!!
its onli 13.80++ for the whole set lunch!!!!

usually one dish there cost you around 20-40 already
so..GO!!

i tried their brasil pancoek =)...nice

then..ok..im a big fan of cuppacakes by wondermilk
but!there's an alternative shop you can buy from.
it's CUPCAKE CHIC =)
i admit there's not much to choose from but its ok

(ok lar..its bcz i saw this shop's colour very interesting cz black n pink n im around ikea n curve so wanted to go)
but still..go check it out =)

just beside cupcake chic..there's me (love) candy=)
i would LOVE to be there !
the variety of candy is quite alot.
but u can find them almost anywhere,BUT..if ur lazy..
u can gt most of the candies there =)

then~STARBUCKS!!
saykhai inro-ed me their sugar doughnut!
im embarassed to say that every single time i went there,
i only have their latte , coffee , breakfast or vanilla frapucinno
cz the doughnut is so nice >.<

haha..n sm random stuff we did?
katak drove me n saykhai out
i attempted to kacau mamak ppl by screaming and yelling as we pass by with our car
but...as hard as i try..
i laughed out loud halfway thru my scream..
LOL..
DO NOT TRY THIS..u might get sued..LOL

p.s/ya lo...i found out my blog has been about me..bt..harlo..dude..its my diary...so..read it or leave it =)

me to you..N SUSHI TOO!!

2009-02-12T06:13:00.000-08:00

how i squeeled and get excited by little things you do

how i smiled and laughed out of control seeing your face

all the things you did are still fresh in my memory.

but looking back,

im doubting it,it this real?

i was happy when you said your finally coming home

but a part of me is sad or worried, i dont know.

this sounds so lame i know but this is for you.

we are so close yet so distant,

we feel so warm yet so empty.

i'm glad we had it,i'm glad we tried.

but shall we try again?..im confused.

pic taken in sushigroove

(i duno but i like it,it has a 'feeling' to it)

HAHA..SKIP THE LAME PART =)

JK brought us to sushigroove n treated us

OMG!!JK reali did!!

(macha..u noe u reali brader enuf >3)

LOL..this pic..EPIC !!

JK was using his 3G camera to tk it.

JO AND JENNY were opposite n thought we were taking THEIR pic..

LOL!!they were ardy PoSING!

LOL..ok la..sorry..but it was reali funny!

whn this was taken i was seroiusly shocked=-=

damn JK decided to scare me

btw..HELL NO JK is not my bf damn u=-=

n that message was NOT for him.

anyway

im celebrating VDAY as a single annoyin hopping thing dat pesters happy mushymushy couples ..LOL..

annie said its gona b VIOLENT-TIME day

cudnt agree more..LOL

shortbred cookies

2009-02-10T05:14:00.000-08:00

YES.
i MADE them =D!!
shocking right?

the first thing came to my mind when i was tasting it was that its bitter-ish
(meaning its not sweet enough)
so i panicked and kept apologising to JO
then when i let them try it today,
surprisingly they said it was good

so..all the cookies are gone
to those who have tried,
THANK GOD U GUYS ARE OK..=D

i think the 2nd batch will be coming up for mommy's birthday =D
n o ya..nini!!
HAHAHA...it WAS my plan to fatten u up >3.
cz its 3parts flour and 2parts butter!!
BUTTER!!!ITS BUTTER!!!LOL

so..again..to those who have tried it
THANK YOU FOR RISKING YOUR DEAR LIFE FOR THIS
=)

lovelove

2009-02-08T00:37:00.001-08:00

introducing GEO contacts
i heart em soo much
thnx gor *lovelove~

well..im helping my cuzin to sell them if u want thm

currently wearing geo angel series <3 in violet

anyway
this will be the only day im in seremban that i ccan actuali update my blog
thnx to the fantastic line in my home
im in starbucks if ur wondering

anyways~
looking forward to theng's performance.
this is a performing arts performance by ASWARA students
check it out

ARGH=-=

2009-02-04T04:34:00.000-08:00

seriosuly..i wonder why people love photoshop so much!
seriously..i dont even bother editting my pictures with it.
HECK!..it doesnt even allow me to install!wtfish..

PHOTOSHOP TOASTED MY BRAIN!
(outcome of photoshop class)

i wonder why people love it so much=-=
ok..maybe it's just me as a computer retard(lets call me com-tard)
but STILL!..even JO hates it..
today's clss assignment made MOST of us went..'huh?!wat?har?!teach me!'
n some of us(me la ok..)go
'ugh!!AGH!!!wtfish!!!ISH!!!gyah!!'

ok..now im starting to listen to jenny
ya like seriously..cause hoe ann(idk hw2spell>.<) talked to me today
'not enought time for figure?'
'i dont think you put much effort'
'it's a pity you're not doing as goood as you should*points at those awesome figures'

well..i think he made his point.
im just plain lazy(though it took me quite some time to admit that)
so...i went home today..and seriously add layers and layers
(though it was abit hard for me cause i dun quite understan the planes)

a little more effort makes difference.
i like it more now =)

somthing worth blogging about..
is JO's FIRST sleepover with us! =D

n we went for mamak =D
n sack(pochi) joined us =)
invited alan chi aso bt he was doing figure=-=

below onwards will be some realli vain pics of me
so skip when u have the chance to..haha

can't help it.
my hair looks like it's been permed or something
when all i did was tie it up for a whole day

ahaha...i noe jenjen will kill me when she sees this

me wif jen's glassses

u noe..i noticed that i like putting on ppl's glasses

n some vain picutures of myself

toodles~

p.s(i wana go ring's place!!! >3..lets gooo~)

random post

2009-02-02T04:59:00.000-08:00

im running out of stuff to blog.
CNY is same old, schedule packed.

nomiya is happy =)

baby rockstar rocking out

dat day Syafiq sms-ed me telling me thrs solar eclipse.
i went out and sat there but didnt see anything.
instead.i saw this.
haha=)..i lk the sky

你说你喜欢我笑，
所以就算痛，伤心，我都笑。
影藏这自己的痛，自己哭，把委曲残酷的放大。
我，还很幸福，很开心。

happy moo(niu) year

2009-01-25T10:09:00.000-08:00

happy chinese new year =)
although all i know about it is family get together,
dinner,lunch and angpaos =p

for this chinese new year sm gud news ought to cheer me up =)
GAZETTE's NEW SINGLE is gona b released!!!
cnt wait
DISTRESS AND COMA
25th march 2009

seorusly..ths guys..
their website r ALWAYS changing n the songs n design r JUST SUPERB!
go chck it out
www.pscompany.com/gazette

for those of u who dont know(which i presume ALOT of u la)
this is a VISUAL KEI band(go wiki urself..)
for some simpler terms..its called J-ROCK(short form for japanese rock)
go chck it out =)

tag

2009-01-23T09:58:00.000-08:00

The Rule is!!!!

1. Take a picture of yourself right now.

2. Don't change your clothes, don't fix your hair. Just take a picture.

3. Post the photo with NO EDITING.

4. Post these instructions with your photo.

5. Tag 5 people

-limin

-shaunnie

-eleena

-jenny

-amerie chan

O..M..G=-=

2009-01-21T06:27:00.001-08:00

translation
[actual age-18
mental age-10

childishness-92%
maturity-14%
ageing-ness(i duno la ths)-17%]

OMG=-=..
how..i tot im mature..
JEN!!!u said dat aso one lo!!!how cm lk dat weh!
my mental quite mature lo seroiusly!!!

go try if u dare=-=
i dare u i tell u..
THIS THING WRONG WAN=-=

wtfishhhh!!!!!!!!

2009-01-20T07:12:00.000-08:00

ya seriously~

ok..things started this way,

i accompanied jen to pyramid to get dresses

(whic i m gud at >3)

we spent a GREAT time there with super SUPER cute dresses

so we were soooo happy

untill when we got out of pyramid

this damn guy reversed..he's BLIND?

homg..i was walking thr?!!!

dn u look behind whn u reverse dude?!

he FRIGGIN HIT ME!

HE HIT ME!

thnk god jenjen pulled me away so i jz gt hit by abit

i was screaming so loud

dat dude jz stared at me!!!!!

he didnt even bothered to say SORRY!!!

HOMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

UGH...ok..fine..wateva

anyway~

tried on this SUPER cute black dress!

it cost 200 OTL..so i jz managed to snap a pic,

put it back,

dream about it

n come back n buy it later =)

*cz smart me tkde duit

pic upload later k? *xoxo

ok..in the meantime

say hi to nomiya-san =)..

amusement

2009-01-19T08:18:00.000-08:00

ever wonder how design and art students behave or what they actuali learn?
well...let's take a look at some of the amazing student's work during class,
shall we?

here you go

remember how we used to pass around paper writing what we wanted to say just to not get caught during high school?
ya..this is exactly that,only filled with more doodles n crap.

really..this is actuali happening almost every mass lecture class.

anyway,some more pictures to amuse you.
this is mostly the combination of 2very...a nice way to say it..crazy girls
ugly-fying themselves =)

(of course im not posting the relai ugly ones,pls..i stil hv dignity OTL)
LOL..
y wud i say its ugly-fied? cz SOMEONE said so..

talked to nini about yukata n bon odori and the meaning of it,

talked to him about culture and subculture like cosplay.

but he's expectations were sooo high OTL

it pressurizes me.*panic attack

its lk if my cosplay lolita or wateva is nt gud enuf

its lk..i kena kaokao...woohoo!!

*ignore ths..nini..pls dn read ths OTL

polaroid

2009-01-14T09:37:00.000-08:00

ya...thanx to ROLAND (dushukaokaoislapukaokaoitellu) again!
i m NOT SLEEPING AGAIn=-=

SEE!!!
n this is NOT ALL OF IT =-=
it's a polaroid software whereby u just grab n put ur pic
n it will polaroid-ise it for u =)

it SUPER CUTE!!
IT EVEN HAS THE SOUND EFFECT!
N IT HAS TO BE WAITED to DRY!!
SO darnfriggindamnkaokao CUTE!!!

so 3orang ni

(roly,nini,nene saya la tu)

played polaroid=-=

(i dn thk nini ada cz he gt xiaobai OTL)

anyway~

ya..so ths r the stuff

i used paint for the letters

(me n nini's diana+)

(nini's diana+)

(ringo n me in tokyo disneyland)

(melaka -roly,me,dino longyao,ah wen,ten strong)

(nagano,japan - me,ha-kun,okasan)

n day b4 dat..

ya...aki n me=-=..webcam

dush kaokao

aki: lolz

neko: woo!!!y suddenly so bright one?!!

aki: .......

neko: weewangwang..OMG!! we're glowing

aki: =-=111

(no convo needed)

its the attack of arse rabbit n gloomy

japan day 6 & 7

2009-01-08T06:22:00.000-08:00

day6

i woke up earli this morning n had breakfast

n i also tried 'nutto'

besides the spicy taste,
it's actuali quite nice

after breakfast i bid misa chan farewell and hugged her.
shortly after that okasan n me sent hayato off to school.
when we got back,
okasan surprised me whn she handed me a geta and yukata
unfortunately the geta was too small for me

i didnt get to send kento off cz he leaves for school REAL earli..
after that okasan sent me together with peace chan to train station
peace chan was soo nice she always tagged along n kept me company
okasan forgot about the bento she made for me
so she dropped me off this cute cake house n went back n get it

my bento..

anyway..i went on the train hugged okasan n started to tear whn i opened the bento

tell u the truth..
i wasnt the only one tearing..
nagano group's ppl were tearing ..
(annie..aku tau kamu tkde..kenapa la!orang ni dpt BYNK hadiah ni!!)..
haha..ya..annie gt LOTS of stuff=-=

anyway..
we were staying in the international hostel for the night.
n ya=-=..5ppl in one room.
roomies r..tracy,bella,audiya,ringo n me.
the room was ..ha...u cn c for urself.

thn we took a train to akihabara
wic i can say was quite boring for me n ringo,
tho we DID had tonnes of adventure whn we were thr=-=
ahaha..nt goin into details..
its overrated

we bought this umbrella cz it was raining hard

me n ringo got the same gashapon..
hahah..rilakkuma..its so cute

DAY 7

today we are going to..DISNEYLAND =3

we were excited bt tired too
after around 30minutes drive,
we were thr!!bt it was a public holiday in japan
so it was realireali crowded

yay!!i gt a PINK ticket!..nyek..

me, ringo n victor stuck together n had TONNES of fun~
we went on supa nice rides
(we qued for 2hours dude)
we went for special christmas shows
we went for SUPA NICE turkey drumstick n maple stick thingy~

ahh..n shopping~
we had tonnes of fun

n guess wat
i had ICE CREAM ~~=D

ice cream during winter..haaha
its nice..

after much walking n adventure
which includes me getting lost..
haha..ringo n victor hilang=-=..
bt all is well whn i found them cz they stayed thr..
thnk god.
n also meeting 3cute lil japanese girls

we had our dinner thr
n ya..its so exp we had bread instead..

ahh...how nice =)
we had sooo much fun~

ok..dats al for japan trip~~

chiao =)

japan day 5

2009-01-07T05:37:00.000-08:00

haha..sry peeps..i will hv to torture u again
cz i jz duno wat else to blog about

ok..so tracy n her foster mom came over
and we went for the snow in my foster dad's caravan car thingy
it was a 1 n half hour drive just for the ski place

as soon as we reached..
we found this slope thingy.
i just couldnt resist..
well..i TRIED to slide myself.
bt seriously im too heavy? cz i wasnt moving at all=-=

and tracy jz cant help but to sit in this..
squat toilet looking hole=-=

following pictures r taken by my awesome foster dad.
he has an SLR O.o

haha..i started throwing snowballs at tracy and everyone started the snow war
tracy!i even remember u put snow into my clothes=-=
it was such a NICE FEELING~~AHH..*melts

ahh...they r jz sooo cute~~~

n ya..i eventually took off the outer jacket

haha..this is my okasan's fav pic=).
mine too

thn we stopped by at jusco's parking
did alil shopping
n otosan cooked us noodles =D..n these too~~

after the lunch,
we proceeeded for onsen~(japanese hot spring)
ahhh~
we tried the inddor n outdoor ones
n we were so lucky!!
we got to try the YUZU onsen wic onli comes 3days in one year!
its yellow n it smells VERY NICE
n ya..btw..u hv2b totali naked

this is the only place dat i cn tk picture
u understan y we cudnt tk pic..cz everyone's naked

haha..i cnt help bt thk dat after onsen
we actuali gained rosy cheeks n fairer smoother skin

misa chan gave me ths..aww~~
its from disneyland =)

n after dinner we had..
CAKEY~~~
haaha...me love cakey

thrs gona b torturing so hang in thr