bye

say bye to mr pink
say bye to handphone

yes..once upon a time in this blog
this girl once said goodbye to one of her precious phone
now..once again
that tale has repeated itself
on this unfortunate soul

i admit that i have a brain the size of a pea
which does not have the capacity to contain important stuff like
'dont let your phone and wallet out of ur sight'
or
'keep an eye on suspicious people'

the size of this brain is mainly loaded with random crap
that most of the time
DOES NOT help in ANY way
so if i am able to train my pea brain to discard sm of the crap
and actualy put in somethign USEFUL

now..i just want to get a cheap phone
so that even IF i EVER lose it again
i wouldnt be as sad
(fine..i would be anyway)
bt..i DO NOT WANT to b such a careless, irresponsible, unindependant lil kid
that is NOT what i want my family to see me as

NO.WAY
n of course i feel sorry for daddy
he sayang me so much ah
then orang ini go and woops, i lost my phone..AGAIN
from this moment on
im plotting on HOW TO make sure my phone
NEVER get lost..EVER AGAIN

(one thing i hate about myself)
i treat my stuff as if they are alive
and its annoying
i cant stop thinking
'where is m handphone, how is it doing, what kind of person took it, what are they doing to it, isit lonely?angry?sad?..what is its fate after this?'
THIS IS KILLING ME