random

i feel horrible
i love cupcakes
i feel insecure
i feel ugly
i am indecisive
i miss him
i cant sleep
i wish i can be less like me now
i want to take back what i said
i need a vacation
i need to talk to you but i dont know how
i feel stupid
i dont think they are happy with me
i hope im stil their good friend
i want to see them
i miss talking to her

things are really weird these days
im feeling whiny
(i feel like a sadist too)

penang

the last time i went was lk...
6years ago?

so..we ate

we went sightseeing

we were amused

we were bored(relax)

i had nice bath / jacuzzi

n i did my work there


this trip was very relaxing
one thing about travelling with my dad
we spend alot of time in the hotel and relaxing
we didnt get the hotel we wanted
but Northam suites is fine as well
tea was good
tea time usually kicks off with my normal tea with milk
this time though,
i had my colourfull cuppacakes frm wondermilk


all 3 at one go


trust me when i say they are colourful
its no surprise the name of the cupcake is
rainbow


o. and i had this thing for the first time
'sai mai lou'
i think dats wat its called
mom ordered it as my lunch

p.s : buffets are always the best thing ;-)

CUPPACAKES 8D

first off..
lunch
as usual, we had our lunch at fullhouse


the set lunch was great
the soup...MMM..CREAMY =3

main course was alittle bit dissapointing
it was a little too small for me
bt drinks+soup+main course+cake
it only cost amazingly .less than RM20

then..cuppacakes
where we spent a whole 2hours there sitting,doing work,doodling

was extremely tempted to buy almost everything in the store
bt jenny gave her usual
"don-buy-unless-u-nid-it-cz-u-hv-tonnes-o-unused-stuff' look

the choices r wide

i ended up buying 3cupcakes
for 17bucks
but they are adorable and creamy


wondermilk
drink more milk+

u just cant resist alittle camwhoring there

dinner at sm random japanese restaurant

i can complain on the udon itself for one whole post

so i'll save it for myself(or unfortunate souls around me)

ok..love from penang

the suite is awesome =)

n they hv internet access..hw cool is dat

btw..we're staying at the 30th floor.

its alittle...scary to think about it.

in cuppacakes now
pictures coming soon 8D
weee~they are playing flightless bird!!!

TOA = thousands of assignments

current mood:

yes..after a long rest,
nomiya is back to work.(kena torture by owner)

so as for final
did this random-ly as thumb
didnt like the angle much

but...darren n jv both said yes to this=-=
so...yah..i suck at drawing buildings.
and im digging my own grave yet again

is it me?..or are my ideas always torturing?

figures last week

k..k..i geddit
senget dah n the dude looks lk a dwarf 8D

silkscreen

was a HOE
balik hari ni ke sunway awal awal pagi

tkde colour..

nonit to do

waste my day

whiny

from thingsweforget.blogspot.com

sorry for the urge to post a whiny post
filling in the blanks,
that's what i am.

you know, having people who call themselves your friends,
but not feeling attached,

you tell me im your friend and you need me
so here i am
you told me you need help
so here's my hand
but seriously,do you think i am there for your
pain,mournful,unhappy,helpless,selfish,crying,whiny etc
times only?

you have your own friends now good
and im just a nuisance butting into someone else's life

i am me with me myself and i
dont come and find me when you're happy
dont come and find me when you have smth to share
dont come and find me when you feel generous
dont come and find me when you have fun

cause really..i dont mind
cause..

im GOD and i have no needs

come find me if you need anything

renn..

note: these are OLD..i mean OLD

renn when we were fresh graduates from high school,
we were sure of what we want so to pass our time,
we got together.

one is now dying/enjoying in TOA
one is getting famous doing what he's best at P.A at KDU
one is being better everyday in ASWARA as a peroming artist.


twisting fairy tales is my hobby
im stupid you can say that
being optimistic in my own life
being such a sadist at the same time towards my creations


but then again
i m pretty nice to them sometimes
im not such a bad person after all =)


oh=-=..this wall..this WALL here
it killed me.
im nt exactly tall n this reali killed me doing it
under the sun who decided to shine brighter cz it feels
like being a sadist for once.
(sorry..did i say ONCE?)

anyone wants to go for 'cuckoo bird' show?

for those who tktau...no joke..the show is called cuckoo bird okay

n btw..whr is taksu?!=-=..

i wn2go FAB4 gallery laa!!

father's day +mother's day

before i talk anything bout that
lets take a look what we did in grandma's house
RAMbUTANs =)
these are grown at grandma's house,
we have TONNES of fruits




as for father's day we decided to have it at our home
shabushabu,pizza,sushi,u name it.
one of the tables today

not including the 2pizzas we ordered meeS we bought
3plates of diff fruits we served
hmm..what else?

so i guess that the eating habit u guys are so shocked of..
it pretty much runs in the family

so for the present..alritey~
for daddy..he doesnt like just ANY oldies or classical music,
and he always streams imeem.
so i decided to gather some songs and burn them.
so this is what i did.

the cover

the inside(i lk the bear's face)


inside(i did it on purpse, not my fav page)

the back

the whole thing
the CD includes my fav n hopefully ,suits daddy's taste
includes:
michael buble, tracy chapman, the good old Tchaikovsky even Adele.

as for mommy
i baked her cookies and a card
all handmade,frm the cookie to the packaging


front cover of card

inside of the card

one of the close ups of the cookie packaging

(ingredients)

another close up shot


do note that everything is original

=)

p.s: no one was killed,poisoned,hospitalised from eating the cookies

so i had time and decided to draw

for my figure final thumbs


p.s. i love heels now,they create an illusion of me having long n thin legs